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2006-09-20T19:31:00.000+03:30

It has been a long time since i last blog...

Work has been smooth and i am glad to be under my HR manager as she is really a very gentle and refine lady.

Realise that i have touch on the chalet event but it will gonna be a long entry so i decided to forgo it. Anyway i really enjoy the chalet and the kind of bonding in manfielf.

This month going broke soon. Have 2 wedding to attend and i have brought 2 dress le..Helping out in both wedding, one is to be the so called "reception" and the other is to be the sisters. One belong to my colleague which is held at Marina Mandarin and all the girls in my company is busy buying dress for the occasion, the other one belong to my godma's sis and i have to wake up at 5am in order to prepare and reach her house at 6am.

Have 2 birthday events from Karen and Elsie, both of them are holding their 21st birthday. I need to apologise to Karen that i cant make it to her party due to the discussion for Chris's wedding.

Guess i will be busy with my work this few weeks since i need to do some recruitment and there is a event on oct..First time held event so kind of nervous, hope everything go smoothly.

Will keep you guys update on my life again. Take care and miss you all!!

2006-08-22T18:44:00.000+03:30

Guess what i just realise something, i haven list down the most happy thing in my career. When i started my life in the working society, i was so much into looking for a HR position but fate result in me joining Manfield Employment as a Recruitment Officer. The company is nice and cozy with alot of youngster and i am definately able to blend in fast. People come and go in the recruitment line and i manager to stay on even up till now. Seriously, i am sick and tired of the job scope with the sales target involve. I always wish that i can be a HR person in Manfield itself as i really love the people here, staying and getting along with people in Manfield has been a comfort which i dun wanna get out of. Seriously speaking, i dun have to worry about the sales target as i have always have a steady target which is quite sufficient for the company to support me since they always say the cost to support one stuff is 3 times of his/her salary. Although i still work hard but i know its for the sake of working hard that i am doing my job but i would rather want a job which i wants to work hard to achieve something in my life..in short i want to be a HR person. I gotten the chance to join another company through my friend intro as a HR person. It will goona be a position with heavy job scope but i does not mind since i want the kind of exposure. I am sad to leave my colleagues and a place where so many memories lies. I even cried in the office one week before i wanted to leave the company, i was wondering how i can stay there for another week without tearing. I know my manager will be talking to me to persuade me to stay but i really dun expect thing to turn out this way. They counter-offer me a position as a HR officer in Manfield. After discussion on my exposure and salary remuneration for this position, i decided to stay on. Although the salary is not as attractive as the other company, i still decided to stay in my comfort area. I am glad that things turn out this way and i am real happy it does. I really gotta thank all of them for giving me the chance to stay and work with them. I am happy as i can stay on with Manfield and at the same time be a HR person.
My new job role will stay on 1st of Sept. My immediate superior is my HR manager which is a elegent and nice lady.

Enough of my career, this few days has been so busy. My company is holding a chalet cum BBq event on 26th and 27th Aug 2006 at Costa Sand Resort. ALong with Jocale(HR Manager), Bryan (Recruitment Officer), Jamie(Receptionist), Stella(Foreign department) and me, we are the committee for this event. We have so many meeting to discuss on the iternarys - food, games and prizes..We got a doorgift for everyone which is a massage stick sold at Minitoons. Our games are pretty funny and we always have so much laughter when we are brainstorming on the games part. We have so much food and it will be prepare by me, jamie and christina. I will stay at Chris house on friday along with jamie so we can prepare all the food at her house since her house is at east side and she has sufficient place for us to prepae our food. I guess that day will definately be a fun and enjoyable one.

2006-08-13T16:34:00.000+03:30

Went for last firework display yesterday by France, iw was spectacuar!! Catch the show - Click as went..It is indeed a funny and touching show. It really represent how people nowadays are so obsess with career and promotion while neglecting all the times spend with families. Actually dont wanna go out but its sat so i dun wanna waste my weekend at home..I need to apologise to Eve, sorry for not accompanying you cause i was really sick and just wanna go watch movie, see firework then go home le..Next week if i am okay, definately will acc you de.

Just went to see doctor today and it cause me $76. This is the first time i see doctor so ex loh!! The doctor say that he gave me a stronger antibiotic which is price steeper due the to fact that i had been coughing for 2 weeks le loh. He also ask me eat more vitamins. This isthe 2nd times i have fever this month loh..Hope i can recover faster. I am sad that i wont be able to join my colleague for the "Spin & Scream" session tomorrow.

2006-07-29T07:41:00.000+03:30

I am at work now but i kinda of happy, so fun to be with my colleague. We went for early breakfast at Mac in CHinatown point. Now the rest go take a break so i update my blog. Came office to clear our files so that we will have a better system. Our lunch will be on company, our dear Chris will bring food for us!!! After our filing, we will proceed to bugis villege to pray and shop..Hooray!!!

2006-07-28T04:55:00.000+03:30

I AM STILL DOWN WITH FLU AND COUGH AFTER ONE WEEK!!!! My voice is still not recovered yet. So sad...nowadays medic is not curing illness. Hope to recover by next week. Today might be going shopping with eve, will see how later.I wanna buy shoes!!!

2006-07-25T17:43:00.000+03:30

21st July 2006, Friday:
Did not went to work as i was having fever. Jiahui had to work so i went to see the doctor on my god. Although my head was kind of spinning but i thought i was just having slight fever but when i went to the doctor, i was shocked to know that my fever is 38.9degree. Anyway my whole estate area electricity was off due to some maintanence from 10.30am - 12.30noon. Lucky when i reach home at around 12.20noon, the lift was already operationg. So sad as i had to stay at home for the whole friday, jiahui acc me after his work and he was also kind of bored to stay at home but no choice la need to acc me mah.

22nd July 2006, Sat:
No longer having fever but still is sick. Saturday cant propably stay at home so was planning to go out la but me and jiahui sleep till around 3+ in the noon. Actually wanna go out but some unpleasant thing happen btw us, and he make me real sad but soon i choose to believe what he say and i am glad i did that. Whatever it is i know he wont to do things to hurt me...We went to suntec and eat then walk around before meeting eve and ray. In the end, end up going to partyworld ktv(sick still can sing, but i still sound okay, haha) with hulk, yulong, rou nan and the strange sunny. Quite enjoying to sing with them. Ended the session at around 3am then they went to eat Long JOhn and then we went home after that.

23rd July 20005, Sun:
Actually wanna go grandma house but decided to go next weeek so that i can join jiahui, ray and xiao qiang to shop at Queensway. Meet ray and xiao qiang at orchard and xiao qiang drove us there. Discover thet xiao qiang also kinda of strange. He wore his t-shirt the wrong side purposely and his dressing was kind of sloppy as well. A lot of people in the mall notice his purposely-wear-wrong side shirt and was gossiping behind his back. Jiahui and me feel kind of embarressed. The worst act he did was to book the parking slot by standing in front of the slot and dun allow people to park in while calling ray to drive his car over, its kind of embarrassing too!. SHop till around 6.30pm and xiao qiang brought his tennis racket but jiahui and ray did not buy anything as the shoes that jiahui wanna buy does not have his size and the italy jersey that they wanna buy is out of stock(everyone is so practical, when italy wins, the jersey is out of stock). After that they suggest going to Pennisular Plaza to see whether the jersey is available but the jersey shop is closed and jiahui ends up buying a tuner for his guitar. Xiao qiang went home while me, jiahui and ray went to the food court in raffles city to eat. When taking the train home, we saw eve who was in the same train and ron also join in as eve suppose to meet him go home together.

24th July 2006, Monday:

Did not went to work as i was still having a bad cough and flu. In fact my cough was so bad that it induce pain to my chest and my head whenever i cough. Mummy acc me to see a chinese physician at Chong Pang. Have our dinner then we procced home.

2006-07-19T12:46:00.000+03:30

Wow, i go zoo so hard to believe ar? Haha

Other then the two person in the tagboard (you know who you are) who was shocked that i went to the Zoo, i told 5 person i am going to the zoo and they thought that i am going to ZOUK..Win liao loh...So now people see me as a clubber!! Hey, clubber cannot go zoo ah???haha

Anyway some updates on the trip:

Meet Marilyn at admiralty mrt station at around 9am and his hubby drove us to the zoo. Waited for everyone until around 9.30am then we went in to the ZOO. We went to 3 animal show starting from a show that revolves around the sea lion and snake, next is the elephant show where the elephant paints picture with their mouth and lastly is the pet show where it features mostly dog.

Saw a lot of animal like white tiger, lion, hippo and etc...If i have to name, i think i will take too much time le..haha. I found that the white tiger and lion is so lazy, they are always laying down. I guess they will definately die of hunger if they are drawn back to the forest.

We ate KFC as out lunch and went home at around 5pm. Jamie had some arguements with her bf due to some miscommunications..Anyway i also found out that Jamie is scared of......BUTTERFLIES!!!! Haha...

After the zoo, was super tired and then went home to sleep.
Meet Eve at 10pm to MOMO...Jiahui went out with his friend to O bar.
While me and eve was eating, we was saying about this guy name Freddie and so conincidence he called eve after 15 mins (the reason why i say conincidnce is he dun usually called)!! Its really speaking of the Devil!!So freddie join us with another friend...They left earlier than us and we left only when shaun called to ask eve over to her house so i ask her to go loh.

I caled jiahui to ask him whether he wanna leave with me since its already around 4am(the time to go home). He ask me to go home first and this makes me so angry loh, how can he let me go home alone at this kind of hours!! So angry and sad...Somemore he know i angry and still came home at around 6am in the morning loh..

Anyway i am okay with him le..lucky he know that he is in the wrong!!

Sunday 14th July 2006:

Went to causeway point's food court to eat!!! Then after hat went to Gelare to eat ice cream with waffle (yummie!!)...

Hope that i can load in some photo of the zoo soon!!!

2006-07-13T18:51:00.000+03:30

I am looking towards weekend especially sat as i will be going to the ZOO!!! Yeah...so happie...haha

2006-07-05T18:21:00.000+03:30

My team got a treat from the management for the effort we put in.. It may sound that they do recognise alot of our effort but sometime we feel that we are unappreciated as well. Anyway we have lunch at the vegetarian restaurant below our office called "Lao Di Fang". We ordered 7 dishes and a cup of bubble tea each. The food was really nice and it doesnt seem so vegetarian. Their salted chicken tasted like real meat although it is actually mock.

After work, went to this place called the "rabbit brand...." to eat cum a farewell party for Joyce (she is from CHina and work in our office for almost half a year. Now that my company has set up a office in China, she was asked to return home). The place is more like a coffee shop kind and its at Circular road, near to all the pubs area. They sold foods like sharkfin, steamed egg, abalone and etc. What i can say is their food is cheap and nice. All the dish come in a set with rice, tea and dessert. There is one bad thing and it is their serving is actually very small but i think it should be enough for normal ladies. We took some photo together after the dinner. JOyce wanted to buy some Origins product before she leave SIngapore so me and cindy.tng acc her to Raffles City's Robinson and she brought $200 worth of their products. She uses all her Sing money and even need to borrow $1 from me..haha

*it would be more fun if cindy lui (she is sick today) had join us today.

Anyway my office is shrinking as alot of people from my engineering team left. One month ago there 12 of them and now there is only 7. MOst of them leave to pursue better career as sales job is not their forte. Although sales job is also not my preference but my company's environment do give me reasons to stay on. I can say that i am pretty fortunate as i am appreciated for my work as in verbally wise. (Hope that the salary increment in july will show me that i am appreciated monetary). Jamie (my company's receptionist) is so affected by all the people leaving and she warned me that if i had the idea of leaving then i need to inform them immediately...haha..Anyway its part and parcel of life to be separated so i rather treasure everyone around me then to regret after losing it.

Shall blog again soon....

2006-07-02T19:56:00.000+03:30

30th June, friday:

After work, meet jiahui as he is not working then we went to Marina Square. We had our lunch at HANS and then after that do a bit of shopping but never buy anything, also went to play pool. I won 3 times and he won 4, although still lose but my skills improving le. haha... Proceed to Andersen's ice cream as i have the sudden craving for ice-cream, and being the pampered girl, of course jiahui will buy for me. I ate the single fondue, the chocolate dip makes me so happy..haha. Went to Carls's to eat their beefy cheese fries, 1st time jiahui eat beef loh..anyway he was still not used to the beef smell. For me, i feel that all the meat like not much different and infact beef's smell is more tempting. We called raymond and he say he was kinda bored at home so in the end we went to Double O. (Jiahui, Raymond, Jamie and me)

Jamie went to Obar to meet his pri sch classmate. Both of them were so paisei then in the end never talk much and we went back to look for ray and hui again. We order 4 jug of housepour then play 007 game. JIahui and ray drink 5 tequila shot while me and jamie drink 2 tequila pop..All of us were in a high mood loh. AFter double o close, we went over to MOMO since girls is free after 3.30am and hui can bring in ray. At MOMO, jiahui was already drunk. We went to toliet together and we waited quite long for him so i ask Ray go see him.. In the end, he sleeping inside toilet..so funny. We went back to the live band session and jiahui was sleep throughout. Raymond hasnt have enough drink so in the end we drink another 4 jug of housepour. We went home at about 5.30am with all of us partially drunk.. REally did enjoy myself!!

1st of July, Sat:
Woke up at around 3pm. Meet ray and eve at orchard around 7pm. Went to Cine to play pool. Actually wanna see movie but all the 9+ show's ticket sold out. The other timing is to late as we dun wanna miss the england match. Went over to MOMO to catch the soccer match, it was so crowded at MOMO. POrtuagl won over england over the penalty shot out..England really lousy in penalty!!!

COntinue to watch until Brazil match finish then we went to lucky chinatown's MAC to eat and then took cab home.

2nd of July, SUn:

Went to Orchard's party world with ray, eve and jiahui...Its was so long since we went KTV together..Sang our hearts out totally. Then we went to YOuth park to eat before going home...GOt to work tomorrow!!! SIannnnnn...

2006-06-27T18:32:00.000+03:30

Some updates over the week...

24th June:
Went to orchard with Jiahui and then brought 2 clothes from S&K..
Then we procced to meet ray and his friend, at first they wanna go for movie but in the end change their thoughts to go for KTV instead. We went to the ktv but i was not counted in the bill list as i am meeting Eve at 10pm for clubbing session. Just sit there and listen to them sing, abit bored cause they were all lack of sleep and doesnt really possess a active spirit. Sunny join us shortly.

Went over to met yuqing at 10pm and then went to MOMO..Ron join us with his friend Kenneth. He ordered a red wine then we play guessing game and the loser is me as usual..(I dun understand why i always play with Ron around confirm lose de,sian). FInish the red wine pretty fast and Ron ordered another bottle of Brandy. We continue playing and i should say not long enough i was really drunk. I dun exactly remember but i know i was talking to Micheal throughout. Ron sent me and Eve home. Actually jiahui was suppose to come down to fetch me but he fell asleep instead.

25th June:
Went over to jiahui's house to meet his bro and sis for dinner. Haven saw his bro since he went to army. There was not much differences in him just that become darker and hair is botak. After dinner, went home and watch soccer.

26th June:
Took 4 hours of leave as i was having gastric pain. Actually it started even when i was on my way to work but it worsen while at work. Maybe was worsen by that person!!
My conversation with that person early in the morning when i just reach my desk,

That person: Today is a very stressful day!!!
Me: Why leh???
That person: Cause today is the start of the week and this mean we only have this week to reach our target (group).
Me: (In my heart i was thinking, i thought we already discuss last week that its impossible to hit the target and everyone agree?)Oh....
* i remain quiet, switching my com.
That person: Do you know i am talking to you?
Me: I know and i am listening...
*He remain looking at me for like 5 mins and i still continue to my things and he walk over to his seat..

Can anyone tell me whats all this about??? Why he has to tell me???
Idiotic!!!
I am glad that i ignore since his 1st questions!!!

28th June:
Did not attend work today as i was having gastric pain. I slept all the way till 2+ then went to coffee shop to have lunch with jiaui. After that went home continue to rest and surf net to dl some songs. The rest of the day is sleep and sleep loh. Will be going to Far East Square to collect my NDP tixs...haha

2006-06-20T05:20:00.000+03:30

This past few days is so cold... have been shivering in office!!!
Anyway glad that my group have completed our assignment on time and need not make any admendments.

Anyway congrats to Eve on her graduation as well as finding a job, hope that everything will be smooth for you...Love you!!!

Back to that person..I have a strong feeling that he is really going against me times and times again..how can he question me with doubt about my capabilities to complete the task??..If you think you wanna do the task alone, then you just let me know!!Stop being unappreciative on what people done..Show others your effort and you will be reconised, its no use going against me.I am not some kind of obstacle stopping your way!!

This is the 2nd times that i see people revealing their real identities. Its real scary on how people can put on a mask infront of other for so long and manage to be so comfortable with their act. I think its true that you have to be careful when you get to the social world. Everything is just not so simple in this world.

Hope everything will get better soon!!!

2006-06-16T19:15:00.000+03:30

Nothing much happen is whole week, just that i am busy catching my show - Er Mo Zai Shen Bian.
This show damn nice, i like ah meng so much!!! So handsome!!!
Jiahui working night shift these whole week so its kinda hard for him to acc me.

Hai...
there is these person whom i dun wanna named. I find alot of changes in him loh..He is like being jealous over me!! I really dun understand why he has to go against me!! Please be enlighten and stop doing this if not i will hate you...Dont cross my limits!!!

Today very special cause is friday and i am staying at home , haha...
Gonna catch my show soon...Shall blog soon!!

2006-06-12T18:48:00.000+03:30

a brief talk on my thailand trip:
- Inhale alot of carbon monoxide due to the heavy traffic
- Clubbing is really not that popular in Thai resulting in us not able to fine Double O in Thai
- Tuk Tuk car is really dangerous and all the fast driving cause me to sprain my back
- Massage in Thai is so shoik and cheap with super good service (we tips both ppl who massage for us)
- Shopping is never ending
- Travelling = buying things for friends and families = Headache
- You will definately be buying more lungage to put all your things
- Taking Taxi in Thai su*ks as they will extort for more money during peak hours and raining days as they would not want to switch on their meters
- On my trip there, there is a fastival being held so there was a lot of shops seeling yellow t-shirt (for the festival)and everyone was wearing it on that day even hotel ppl
- the food is so dirty that i did not eat any thai food (end up eating Mac and swensen's ice cream)
- I am backed with 40kg of lungage

Basically thats all loh.....

Sat - 10th June 2006..
Attend Anna's wedding at UIC building (cindy's bf drive me there)..The food is delicious and filing. After that went to MoMo to celebrate Bryan's birthday. Was drunk in the end, Jinsheng and bryan sent me and eve home..Thanks alot!!!

2006-06-04T19:05:00.000+03:30

haha quite a number of you have been guessing the quiz...
the answer is: the value of each of the coin is $0.50 and $0.05. The reason is because if you read careful you will see that i say One is not a 5 cents so the other one is a 5 cents. Some of you may think this is a pretty lame one but i think is very logical. The explaination from my trainer is that we tend to think too much, the answer is actually very simple but our mind tend to focus on other thing like whats the currency, we will keep on doing calculation to split the amount and etc.

I am really impressed with my trainer. To all hr people if you wanna let your staff or employee go for some motivational training, Mr Wekie Tay is the right one. Anyway got a lot of other riddles as one but i think all of you will beat me if i keep one giving quiz like this.

Friday, 2nd of June 2006:
Attend the 2nd day of the course..it was fun and enjoying and we tend to be more bonded that 1st day. We laugh and talk with more ease and we exchange names cards and personal contact. The ending part was the cutest. Somewhere in the lesson we were ask to use some decribing works to decribe ourself but on one condition that the starting aplphabet of the describing words must be the same as your initial. Till now i still remember all of our describing words: WITTY Wekie, LOVELY Lynndy, ANGEL Angie, EXCITING Elaine, DETERMINED Diana, MERRY Molly, CARING Cecilia, JOYOUS JO, YOUTHFUL Yi Lin, CREATIVE Chin wei, CAREFUL Chris, JOYFUL Jancie, MERTICULOUS Michelle. So at the end we need to act according to our describing words to take our cert and it was real funny.

After that went to MOMO with Eveline..got a bit drunk in the end.

Sat, 3rd of June 2006:

Meet eve at 5pm then we went to eat at Cartel. Actually wanna buy my lungauge but i dun wanna have it hassling me throughout my outing so decide to buy tomorrow. After that thomas join me and my cousin and then we head to play pool at cineleisure. Ray and Jiahui join us at around 10pm then we decide to go for movie cause ray dun wanna go clubbing. Anyway thomas pay for the pool, he dun wanna accept my money. The pool cost $20 + loh. We went to watch Slither at 12.5am so we went to YOshinnoya to eat first. Lester saw me but he never call me so when he sms me to ask whether am i still watching or the show ended,i was so shocked haha. The movie was super gross loh.. but quite boring the in the last part. after that we took cab home. Just now went to buy the stuff for my bangkok trip.. i will be going to the airport at 6.30am tomorrow. still halfway packing my stuff.. Will only be back on friday midnight..Will update my blog once i reach singapore...Miss you all and take care!!!

2006-06-01T19:26:00.000+03:30

1st June 2006 - Sales & Marketing course at MDIS

Today i attended a course at MDIS regarding sales & marketing.
I think i am the youngest trainee over there. All of them were mainly sales people(including executive to manager). There was only one male out of the 12 trainee.
I was pretty impress with the trainer as he is really outspoken and manage to convince a lot of good pointer to us.
Looking forward to another day of training tomorrow.

One question that i have for you guys:
I took out 2 coins from my pocket.
The value of these 2 coins add up to $0.55.
One of them is not $0.05.
What is the individual value of this 2 coins?

Feel free to ask me any question!!
I shall reveal the answer in 3rd of June 2006.

31st May 2006 - Unlucky day!!!

I think i seriously get up at the wrong side of the bed today.
I woke up super late and was feeling so frustrated. The only thing to make me happy was that i could bring my new ipod to work which means there will be entertainment for me during my long train journey. So after all my preparation, i happily go to my drawer and realise that there is no ear phones, i try to serch over a feww places and the IPOD box but to no avail. Suddenly i remember that i did not take out the ear piece yesterday from the packaging, thinking there was nothing inside i throw it away in my dustbin. I went to the dustbin and the dustbin is empty. It so happen that my mum went to empty the dustbin...so the earphone is no where but in the centralized rubbish chute. I was so angry and sad...i was worried that jiahui would scold me which i know he wont(and it turn out that he did not).

After that i went to work, got email from a good candidate that she will be declining the interview by my client(again, bad luck as predicted). We thought he was the most suitable candidates as her current job matches the client's job so well. With the knowlegde and her ability, we were sure that she is the one but it turn out.....

After work, i went to buy a earphone at $42. Jiahui was commenting that i just throw $42 away in the dustbin!!!haha.

I really learnt my lesson to check all my things before throwing it away.!!!

2006-05-30T19:01:00.000+03:30

everything is okay at work today...
After work went to orchard!! Actually was thinking of buying Ipod Nano(1gb or 2gb) but in the end jiahui got a 30gb one for me cause he say if wanna buy, must buy the best one haha..
I did also help him pay $118 cause the cost was $518...expensive sia..
Gotta go play my Pangya before knocking out.

*Junming so cute loh, the sms as followed:

junming: hey, when you and jiahui going Thailand ah?
Me: Going from next monday to friday, will be back around 11+ at night on friday. Y?
junming: care about you all mah, cause suddenly you two go abroad.
Me: Work until so tired, it time to take a break.Actually looking for more ppl to go but none is available.
junming: you everytime go club still not break meh? Anyway shall meet this weekend before you all fly off.
me: Ok no probs, shall organize than.

Haha....we on vacation not go there to suffer..anyway it good to know that friends around you care about your well-beings. Thanks dude!!!

2006-05-29T09:29:00.000+03:30

I am back...
Friends around me has been constantly updating their blogs despite busy schedule.
I think its time to stop my laziness to update my blog regularly so i can reflect on my past in the future.
Basically today is not a good start to reblog as i am sick today, my head is like spinning and my throat feel so irritated as well.

Friday went to MoMO with junming, raymond, angela and eve. I was quite pissed off with jm and ray loh, they just abandon us in MoMo and went outside for like a few hours to drink..i should say kind of stupid since they pay the entrance fee le. Me and eve was not in the mood to dance thats why there was minimal dancing. We left at 4+am. Jiahui went to MOS with his friend and i guess he enjoy himself pretty well...

Was feeling so tired on sat and didnt went anywhere far, just went to eat and then come home. On the other hand, eve and thomas went to EXPO foodfair!! It is their first "Date", haha. Hope things will work out between them (eve will kill me when she saw this). But everything has to go slowly, its them for them to put down their past and look at the future!!!

Sunday went to the massage with eve and then to ktv..

Shall blog again soon.

Chinese new year is here again

2006-01-26T08:23:00.000+03:30

Its been one month since i last blog...

Some major event that happen:

29th Dec 2005 - AIshah's birthday

Jiahui, Jieyi, Aishah and me wnt to orchard Swensen and we give aishah a treat over there..We had The huge earthquake!!! After that went shopping awhile before we proceed home.

31st Dec 2005 - Count down for New year

Went out with junming, yong hui, yuqing, dear to K-box at marina and then went to have dinner at Kenny Roger(long queue since its is festive season). After that went to esplanade to see fireworks (so beatiful). We walk to boat quay and then to clark quay and in the end back to boat quay to settle down at Eski bar. Saw jinsheng and he was at cloud 8 ktv pub....

13th of Jan 2006 - Our 4th year anniversary

We went to suntec convention hall to have steamboat and after that we went to catch a movie. Nothing special since the most important thing is we are by each other side.

The next majoy event will be Chinese New Year will be reaching in 3 day times..

CHristmas cum Birthday

2005-12-26T19:30:00.000+03:30

Lazy to blog but i am here anyway:

Updates on my birthday...

Firstly i need to thank all the people who managed to attend my birthday party and those greetings that i received from ppl that still remember my birthday...

Must also apologies that i am not a good host - its really hard to entertain all when people keep coming and i have to help out and talk to different groups of people.

This blog wont be a detail one since there is so much things to say which i dunno which one to touch on first.

Some highlights:

- Food is barely enough
- Yongrong came to my party
- Got some news that shock me (rong and lai is together)
- Got sabo by my own dad
- Thomas and Jamie also played a part in the saboing

I love all my pressie so muchhhhhh....

- Baby-G's watch(which i love so much, and it kind of expected hehe) by my dearest maine, crab, ling, weeyen and zhiwei
- Charles & keith bag and body shop stuff by forever jovial keling and joceyln
- Moshi Moshi bracelet with my name engraved by my forever there for me jiahui and jieyi
- Espirit comestic bag by cutie chengying
- Yenling and patrick brought me body shop stuff too
- DKNY perfume set by peifeng (this is the 2nd DKNY perfume, is DKNY having a sales for their perfume - this is what maine say and i am wondering too, haha)
- A bracelet from jinsheng
- my 2 cutie cousin(jiayun and fion) brought me a watch with 2 written cards
- Got a cute bear from beatiful cousin yuqing
- A super lovely and beautiful Precious moment globe with music from benny and rong
- one taka jewellary nexklace from wenhao and zhiming
- One taka jewellary pendant from my god ma
- 2 pair of ice lemon tee earring but i am not sure from whom...sorry
- 1 set of necklace and earring
- 1 taz huggies by helpful beng and yonghui
- 1 heart shape huggies
- 1 pooh bear (if i am not wrong, should be from Jamie and tHomas)
- $400+ of hongbaoss

Thanks all for your pressie..everyone of you contribute to teh success of mine 21st birthday celebration espescially my family and darling..Everything is impossible without them..I love everyone to bits...Muackzzzz..Photo shall be updated soon...

Happy and blessed

2005-12-21T18:08:00.000+03:30

I am happie and excited for the upcoming events especially on my 21st birthday.

2 more days and my company's christmas celebration is reaching..the presents under my company's christmas tree has been pilig up with presents. Everytime i pass by and look at it, i will feel so happie..
My boss went to New Zealand and brought some souvenirs for us, tell us some of the places he been as well..I want a holiday soon when dear has finish his training..

I am so busy this few days, preparing for my birthday..Travelling to places to buy my stuff. Daddy birthday is tomolo and have brought him a jeans(which he requested) and a polo tee. Hope he like it, which i think he would..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD, LOVE YOU SO MUCH...

I am really so excited, hope to see all my friends in the party(but alot cant make it due to christmas).
However, all my close friends will be there like maine, ling, joyce, keline and my poly gals(miss them so much).

To Jiahui:
Read you blog...it must be tiring choosing my gift but believe me i will love it so much as it is given by you..Hugs, see ya soon.

ADVANCED MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL...

*i will try to blog this few days, wait for my exciting events..

Ages since i last blog

2005-12-12T18:43:00.000+03:30

Its been ages since i last blog..

Some of the memorable things that happens:

We had our Manfield presentation and we were divided into two grps presenting our strengths or how we are different. Our grp got the highest point but all of us are winner. I am happy cause i was looked differently by alot of my colleague when they actually saw the serious side of me and Donna even praise me on how calm i was for the presentation..I am happy, winkZ.. After the presentation, its company treat again for the little effort that we put, we got ourself a pizza treat..( our company is trying to grow all of us into pig ) haha.... Although everyone was tired but i believe we really enjoy ourself..Horray for all, finally we made it..We are all winners!!!

Next will be Manfield's celebration for Dec babies(i am one of them)..For dec, we have 6 babies - Slash,19(our part-time data entry), Yvonne,31(our new colleague joining us for a internship), Layyew,24(Cool guy from S1), Mr Tan,age unknown(our foreign recruitment da ge) and lastly not forgeting the cuties pie of S3, Me which is going to 21 soon..hehe.
Our cake was a ice-cream cake. I got a DKNY perfume and i love it...SLash for a adidas T-shirt...Layyew got a game cartridge, Yvonne got a bag and Mr tan got a ???(not very sure). I am happy and touch..I love Manfield especially all my colleagues..We are one big family!!!

After the celebration, i meet up with maine to bugis. Went to pastamania to eat and we keep each other update of the sad and happy things that happen to us recently..We shop around bugis and i brought a skirt from Double Index as well as a blouse from bugis street. Charmaine also got a skirt from bugis street. Although me and maine doesnt meet up often but we treasure each other..She is my friend, my soulmate or my sister...I love her!!!(haha mushy..mushy)

On sat(10/12/2005):
I went to bugis with dear. Ate at the bugis's market.. Shop around and then i saw SooKee's jewellary having sale so went there to take a look since mummy and daddy givng me $200 to buy necklace. Have already decided to buy there since it was 30% cheaper but due to the wide variety of choice, it look me a long time before i settle down with the "one". Simple yet elegant is how i describe my choices...Before discount is $340 after discount is $203 so its very worth it. Dear asked me to look for ring also since he wanna get me one for my birthday but dont really like the ring there so didnt get it.

After that, we went to marina square since they are having this midnight sale and have extended their working hours to 1am. Dear brought a long sleeve shirt which i think it really fits him, i was also looking forward to buy something but cant seem to get anything..Went to level one and decided to went in to Lee Hwa to take a look at the jewellary..Guess what i fall in love with a ring..and the surprise is dear brought it for me. Usual price is $588, after 50% discount is $314..hehe but have to wait since i need to take a smaller size..I love the ring so much..Really got to thank my dear for the lovely birthday present...

Saw Jasmine(formals sec sch classmate) at marina sqaure, chatted awhile.

Got $15 discounnt voucher and some freebies for the purchas we make at marina square..

I am looking forward to 23th Dec where Manfield will be celebrating our christmas at Safra(mount faber) and not forgetting my BIg BIg day - Christmas Day!!!!!!!!

i am a minnie mouse!!

2005-11-26T16:30:00.000+03:30

Minnie Mouse

Which DISNEY character are you most like?
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2005-11-26T16:27:00.000+03:30

Your French name is
~Aime~
It means 'beloved'.
You need to love and be loved. You love with all of
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Happy birthday to Zhiwei..

2005-11-26T14:42:00.000+03:30

Yesterday is Zhiwei's birthday so we went to Orchard to celebrate his birthday.

I meet up with maine at orchard MRT and we shop around orchard.
Went to Isetan and saw this baby G couple watch, both white in colour, the girl one is the watch which i like but in white. The couple one cost $286 which i consider quite cheap since there is 2 but i still think its quite expensive and i still prefer the pink one ba...Maine gave me a necklace and a earring which she brough for me suring her Genting/KL trip...Thanks maine!! After we met ling and dear then shortly zhiwei(the birthday boy) reached too. Wenhao and fel will join us later since hao is still in camp and fel is working. We decided to eat at MACHE rather than PERPPER LUNCH since the queue is always so long at PEPPER LUNCH.

We order quite a few dishes to share: pizza, calamari, soft shell crab, chicken breast meat, wedges, muchroom & ham & cheese crepes, rosti with sauages.

Was very full after the dinner.
Wenhao came at around 9+, he went to order his food and then round 10 fel came. We took picture with wei and sang birthday song for him. The cake was from crystal jade. He open his present which i choose for him ( a peirre cardin wallet) and he likes it. Ling and maine left first and then we continue chatting before leaving also.Took a few photo outside heeren ( will upload it once they send me). Hao and fel acc us to somerset mrt before they walk over to CK tang for their bike.

Hope that wei has enjoyed his 21st birthday celebration with us... Shortly it will be mine and i hope all my friends would be able to attend.. I want everyone to be there to acc me over this special moments.. Love all my friends....

Happy Birthday Zhiwei

blog

2005-11-20T22:30:00.000+03:30

My BBQ is booked on 25th Dec at East coast park, pit 19 and 20.
All are welcome....

Things i have done this week:

Monday to friday=work loh!!
Friday night=went to bugis where dear brought 3 shirts and i brought a necklace and 3/4 pants.
Sat=Went to suntec, eat Kenny Roger then went to play billiard.
Sun= went to causeway point and eat pastamania

I have a colleague who is a hypocrite, always trying to get people's attention.
I am so annoyed by that person.
That person is damn KNS loh, went around spreading other people secret or add in word to other people mouth.
I dun understand his/her motive and i will never cause i have never met someone as evil as his/her.
He/She is getting me and my colleague more and more annoyed.
Please dun brag about all the things that you buy or even what ever party or event you are holding, i just dun wanna hear a single words from you.
He/she dun even know that panadol can only eat two at once? Isn't it ridiculous even my 10 year old cousin would kknow that and that person is already a parent yet how can he/she dunno?
STOP ALL YOUR ACTING AND HAOLIANING INFRONT OF US!!!
WE HAD ENOUGH OF THAT.
YOU MADE US LOOK LIKE FOOL AND GET US INTO TROUBLE...

Everyone know about your evil deeds, all of us pity you for being so evil.
Do you ever heard of KARMA?
Be careful....

shopping craze

2005-11-12T23:59:00.000+03:30

Sat:

Me and dear went to orchard at around 3.30pm. Started my hunt to shop around for clother, brought a 2 in 1 blouse in a shop at Heeren. Brought ticket to watch "like a heaven". Went for dinner at Ajisen. Dear brought a shoe for me from Charles & Keith. Actually wanted to buy the pink baby G watch that i love so much but did not buy any in the end. Will get it one day....The show was nice, funny and romantic. Something funny happen today, when we were in the train back to my house. We saw a guy who has very powerful sleeping skill. He can sleep and be 45 degree slant and keep nodding his head. I was laughing non-stop and even use my hp to record it down.(I know i am naughty but i just cant help laughing..haha)

Tomorrow will be going to east coast park to book my birthday pit since all the chalet has been fully booked. For your info, i have called nearly all the chalet in singapore, ranging from the most cheap CDANS to the most expensice ARANDA and non is available so i have no choice but to settle with just 2 BBQ pits. Hope all my friends and family doesnt might.

KTV and shopping craze!!!

2005-11-11T23:57:00.000+03:30

Updates of the week:

Thursday
Had a super full timsum at Ocean Palace Restaurant sponsor by my company..
We were give around 100+ buffet to eat whatever we like. After taking the menu and the price list, we keep ticking on the order list until it is near to $100 (arent we kiasu, haha). I was so annoyed by the waitress as she keep on saying to ask us cancel some order as she say that it is too much for us to finish ( she say in a sarcastic way). I was feeling so strange, we already insist we want to order all this yet why are you asking ask to cancel some, shouldnt you be happy that we bring in more business for you anyway. The manager pass by and say that this is the first time he ever see someone order so much timsum.

The dish is serve so quick that we nearly run out of space to put the dishes.It was really alot that we were shock and alot of ppl were looking at us (they must be taking how come this group of people can eat so much, haha).
At first we were really enjoying the food, but towards the end i think everyone was just trying to stuff the food in their stomach to lessen the food on the table. It come to a point where we finish all the food that cant be packeted, leaving only the fried food and this brings an end to our "torturing lunch", haha. We manage to bring back three big packet of fried food. The whole meal cost $120.

At night went to KTV with my dear poly gals - jiahu, jieyi and aishah.
Brought the remaining tim sum for them to eat. We really sing our hearts out with all the Jaying and english oldies and pop. It was so fun to be with them. We sing until around 12am, and everyone is getting tired so we went home. Jieyi, jiahui and me share cab home and i reach home at around 1=am if i am not wrong.

Friday:
Went shopping with dear after my work at causeway point. Wanted to buy a trouser from Giordano but didnt have the size in the colour i wat so the personnel help me reserve it in taka branch (will be heading down to town to collect it tomolo)
Metro is having 20% discount so i think i should grab some stuff. Manage to buy 3 set of lingerie and 1 long pants for work.

Tomorrow will be another shopping day for me and dear. This time should be buying more of his stuff.

Going to sleep soon.....Enjoy your weekends!!!!

blogging time

2005-11-06T23:49:00.000+03:30

Weekend is just a glance and tomorrow will be monday againz...
I hate monday cause monday means that there is still a long way to go before another weekend arrive!!!Argh...
Anyway sat went to suntec with dear, we were actually thinking of catching a movie but the movie was either not to our likings or the timing just doesnt fit into our plans so we end up at suntec convention hall eating steamboat.
I have long to eat that steamboat for a long time, it always have this tempting fragrances which makes you wanna try it out. Finally i am there but i cant imagine i am going with dear (if you know the limited food he eats, you will know why)!!
We had to pay the bill which was around $43 for two (isnt it cheap, they have a discount or all type of cards, eg. posb card, oub debit/credit card and etc). There is four type of soup base there mainly Yam and Fishhead, Laksa, Tom Yam and Herbal Chicken. We choose the Laksa and Herbal chicken. There was a variety of food there beside the ingredient for steamboat, there is chicken rice and chicken, rojak, fish porridge, dessert like ice cream, strawberry and chocolate cake, almond, butter cake, ice kachang and many more. Dear and me ate for 1.5hr and was too full to continue.. We concluded that it was cheap and worthwhile and most importantly we enjoy the food!!!
After the dinner, we do a bit of shopping and eventually went home.

Sunday was spent at dear's grandma house and also some shopping in causeway point.
I am so sad cause i miss my "ke dou tian wang". Gotta go borrow the last episode from vcd stall...

Have to go and sleep now, hope my week will be a enjoyable one...

Take care everyone..

Miss all my friends who i haven meet up for a long time so much....

Hope to see you guys soon!!!!!!!!

blog again

2005-11-03T13:54:00.000+03:30

Tuesday went to KTV with jm, yh, yuqing and dear cause is deepavali. WEnt to party world...me and yuqing was busy singing while the 3 guys were busy talking about army stuff(yh and jm was pouring out all their sufferings to dear).
I am waiting to go to KTV with my poly gals....
Wednesday go back to work and i was so busy, but there is one thing good about busy and that is time flies really fast.
Today will be going out later ba, hope my pay will be deposited today then can have good food with dear liao.

I am happy cause Jay's album is out and definately getting it soon.
I love all his song especially "Fong"...so nice and touching.

Blog reopens..

2005-10-30T23:36:00.000+03:30

It been months since i last blog...
Been reading all my friend's blog frequently and i was thinking it will be quit eunfair if i know about they life yet they dunno mine so here i am to restart my blogging habit.
Due to the few months gap in blogging, just gonna highlight some of the main things that happen in this few month.

This two months attended quite a few birthday and weddings:

I think the first is gonna be charmaine and yongrong (my besties).
Maine holds a sushi treat at cuppage centre where we really eat out hearts out and we gave her a guess bag which cost $150. She was so touched that she was in tears.

Next i gotta say thousadns of apologise to rong as we did not attend her chalet, mainly because it was at changi which was one end to all of our workplace so if we go down it will be quite late an we still need to work the next day but i think she do enjoy herself with all her sistas.

The next should be joycelyn and weeyen's birthday.

Joycelyn celebrate her birthday by treating us to MS for steamboat and we brought her a gucci perfume.
It was fun and filled with laughter as one of her friend, keep testing us with lame riddles.

Then is jiahui's birthday.

We(me, jieyi, aishah and jiahu) went to mind's cafe and really play our hearts out with different board games like pictionary, taboo and jenga. It was so fun and makes me fill that i am in my childhood again. We brought her a watch(casio) which she has been eyeing for quite a long time and i believes she definately love us to bits.

Next is grandma's birthday where we went to eat seafood at thomson road. It was our favourite's dining area even after we eaten at various famous restaurant. Grandma's birthday present was a jade bracelet which she love alot and all of my aunties and uncles also praise our good taste.

Then is my relative wedding at Grassroot Club.

The bridegroom is 32 and the bride is 22, what a huge age gap.
The food there was pretty lousy and it ends at around 11+ which was pretty late.
Heard from my relative that one of my mum's cousin's daughter had already married due to preganancy and she is only 19!!!

In office we also holds a birthday celebration for Jamie (our receptionist) with a very huge cake from Secret Recipe. Her face was fill with cream when the mischevious kevin suggested a cream spa on her face. Prior to that we also gave her a Puremilk's tee and skirt.

This sat we also attends Yenling (our IT personnel wedding) at Marriot hotel.
It was the first time that i go for wedding alone and also the first time that i attended a wedding lunch. We had a long wait before the ceremony started as alot of people was not here yet. The food there was tasty and we had a lot of fun since all the colleagues that i sit with is all from our "gang". After dinner, me, donna, joycelyn accompany Jamie to buy present for her bf's sister. SHop a long time before she brought a Micky mouse earring and a necklace for her.

Birthday coming soon will be of my 4 colleagues which will be held tomorrow.
Anna, Bryan, Thomas and Joanna.
Cindy and me will be incharge of buying gift for Thomas and we were thinking of buying Adidas T-shirt.

I am happy cause next month i manage to hit my target which i never hit before, all thanks to thomas candidate for converting to a perm one. Hope that our team will be bless with more luck next month so that we can pass the 3X XXX target.

Will blog frequently so that friends will know my lastest happenings.

I am a confirmed Manfield employee.

2005-08-03T23:05:00.000+04:30

Today morning when i reach office, i was so busy preparing my own things that i was not listening to what Thomas and Christ was talking about (i was sitting in between them). But i do hear things like:
- wow so fast get confirm le, then she must be very happy loh.
- Does she know we are talking about her?
- She maybe laughing in the heart, pretend to act blur.

Then suddenly Thomas was looking at me then i realise they were talking about me. So Thomas told me via messenger that i was confirm w.e.f from August but i still dunno the exact detail. Got to wait for Christ to tell me maybe tomorrow or the day after.
Frankly speaking, quite happy lah but i think they are happier than me. haha.

Quite pressurized nowadays cause of the company restructuring and although i am just in the company for 2 and a 1/2 months, i am like a senior since there are alot of newcomer so its like i have to help Thomas in alot of ways. But we work and laugh hard so its quite fun sometimes.

This weekend no activities leh, anyone wanna ask me out??? (let me know k, haha)
My friend, Louis will be going to Taiwan soon for a vacation(Envy sia). Anyway ask him to help me buy pooh bear if he sees any there...Think he will keep the promise of buying me one right? (better make sure you buy after you see this blog) haha.

Tomorrow is thursday le, not really looking forward to weekend since there is no activities plan. Think all my friend is too busy to accompany me, so i gonna stay at home this weekend!!!!!

Good nites to all....

Finally a poly graduads

2005-07-29T23:17:00.000+04:30

I am officially a poly graduads!!!
Today was my so call "big" day as we will be graduating from poly.Feeling so excited about this event. Reach school at around 8.45am with kit and then meet jiahui and her parents at atrium. Saw alot of familiar faces around. Then after than we went to sit in the auditorium according to our names, lucky sheila was just sitting next to me so i have companion to talk to. The ceremony started with a video clip about a success biker who succeed even though he suffers from cancer, quite a inspirational video. Then we awaits the arrival of the guest of honour, follow by a speech given by Mr Seash (director of SBM) then Alexandra Chan (ED of MMI). The speeches was so boring that i was yawning. AFter that we went up to the stage to collect our certification. The was to collect the cert was just so excited yet scary. We have to shake hand with the guest of honour then took a photo with him but soon my turn was over then we went back to our sit, 2 student representatives thanks all our lecturers and family for being there for us these 3 years. Then there was a singing session by two present SBM student. After that, the ceremony ended.
We went to the atrium and it was photo taking session. Took quite a number of photo with different people.

After that me, kit and jiahui went to orchard - Kbox to sing KTV (this is the 7 times i go ktv in a month le). Then after that went to eat at Jack Place, where we chat for a long time covering a lot of things. Actually wanna go Eski Bar after that but everyone was just so tired and its bored to go in 3s anyway so we went home. So tired now, think i will be going to sleep soon. Dear called and say he be out by 10am tomorrow....

things brought in July

2005-07-28T22:57:00.000+04:30

Was wondering what are the things i buy in July, here's a list of them:

3 isetan shirt of the same design but diff color(pink, purple and green) - $39 ($13 each)I just love these shirt...
1 shirt from double index - $25
1 shirt from Iora - $39
1 shoe from Anne klevin (not sure about the name) - $29
1 shoe from Charles and Keith - $29
1 Watch from Annex - $13
1 spag strap from griodano - $14
1 small cardigan from COAX - $14
1 creative 256mb from SIM LIM - $150
1 pooh bear puoch, small drawer - $10
1 ZA foundation - $25.50
1 earrings - $6.90
1 piglet hp pouch - $1.50

Hard to belive but i actually went to ktv 6 times this month, i cant even believe it myself. Went 3 times to kbox and 3 times to partyworld. OMG, my money is flowing like water although some is not spend by me but my bf, still its such a waste of money.

Tomorrow will be my graduation ceremony, i am so excited. SO happy that i can spend the rest of the afternoon with my lovely friends. I really love them...especially jieyi and jiahui who is my soulmate. We can talk for 7 days and 7 night but we will still have topic to talk on, we will do alot of things which people find weird but who cares as long as we enjoy it. I really hope that our friendship will last forever and i definately believe it will. Thanks girls for always being there for me..i love you gals....I am sure we will enjoy ourself tomorrow...

Love story

2005-07-28T10:30:00.000+04:30

A ROMANTIC AND TOUCHING STORY FOR U GUY TO READ...
On my wedding day, I carried my wife in my arms. The bridal car stopped in front of our one-room flat. My buddies insisted that I carry her out of the car in my arms. So I carried her into our home. She was then plump and shy. I was a strong and happy bridegroom.
This was the scene of ten years ago.The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid, I went into business and tried to make more money. When the assets were steadily increasing, the affections between us caused A TOUCHING ROMANTIC seemed to ebb. She was a civil servant. Every morning we left home together and got home almost at the same time. Our kid was studying in a boarding schoolOur marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life was more likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.Dew came into my life.It was a sunny day. I stood on a spacious balcony. Dew hugged me from behind. My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love. This was the apartment I bought for her. Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls attention.
Her words suddenly reminded me of my wife. When we just married, my wife said, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls. Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant. I knew I had betrayed my wife. But I couldn t help doing so I moved Dew's hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture, O.K.? I ve got something to do in the company. Obviously she was unhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At the moment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it used to be something impossible to me.However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it. No matter how mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt. Honestly, she was a good wife. Every evening she was busy preparing dinner. I was sitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon. Then we watched TV together. Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew's body. This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, what will you do? She stared at me for a few seconds without a word. Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away from her. I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I was serious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out. Almost all the staff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hide something while talking with her. She seemed to have got some hint. She gently smiled at my subordinates. But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.? Then we live together. I nodded. I knew I could not hesitate any more.

When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand. I ve got something to tell you, I said.She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want to divorce. I raised a serious topic calmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I'm serious. I avoided her question. This so-called answer turned her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man!

At that night, we didn t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. I felt a pain in my heart. The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a stranger one day. But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer. A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients. I saw her writing something at the table. I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, I found she was still there. I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me, but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and in the month s time we must live as normal life as possible. Her reason was simple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and she didn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, do you still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day? This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me. I nodded and said, I remember . You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce. From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.I accepted with a smile. I knew she missed those sweet days and wished to end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions. She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she does, she has to face the result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less made me feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. We even treated each other as a stranger. So when I carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this intimate woman carefully for a long time. I found she was not young any more. There were some fine wrinkles on her face.
n the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is being demolished. Be careful when you pass there. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we were still an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms. The visualization of Dew became vague.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as, where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking, etc. I nodded. The sense of intimacy was even stronger.I didn't tell Dew about this.I felt it was easier to carry her. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.She was picking her dresses. I was waiting to carry her out. She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, All my dresses have grown fatter. I smiled. But I suddenly realized that it was because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, not because I was stronger. I knew she had buried all the bitterness in her heart. Again, I felt a sense of pain. Subconsciously I reached out a hand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment. Dad, it's time to carry mum out. He said. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been an essential part of his life. She gestured our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute. I held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly, as if we came back to our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. She said, Actually I hope you will hold me in your arms until we are old. I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn't notice that our life was lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision. I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door. I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won't divorce. I'm serious. She looked at me, astonished. Then she touched my forehead. You got no fever, she said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you.
I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of life, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposed to hold her until I am old. So I have to say sorry to you.Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed by the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for my wife which was her favourite. The salesgirl asked me to write the greetings on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until we are old.

....

2005-07-25T15:06:00.000+04:30

I'm at home, wondering why?
I was in pain just now due to stomach cramp (you know la, women problem). Really cant stand the pain and have to go home. My colleague keep chasing me home....Anyway gotta thankk alot of people..

A list of people i wanna thank:
- First must thank Donna for providing that massage session, really appreciate it alot.
- Thanks Cindy for constantly asking whther i am okay and even help me wash all my cup, take tissue for me, help me buy and throw food and she even offer to feed me with the food (DOnna too).
- Thank Yenling for giving me the strong panadol if not i think i will have collaspe by now
- Thank Thomas for helping me with the interview, sorry got to delay the meeting again, thanks for chasing me home also.
- Thanks lesley for asking how am i le, yr concern definately makes me feel better
- Thanks jiahui for reminding me not to drink cold water, i really want to meet you all later (praying that i will recover by then)
- Thanks Maine for her immediate concern the moment she saw my msn nick
- Thanks to peifeng who ask me not to go out, ask me take half day to rest and the regular concern for me

In any case if i miss out yr name, please remind me. Anyway i know everyone out there cares so much about me and i love all of you all...

weekends

2005-07-24T23:50:00.000+04:30

A sumup on my weekends:

Friday
I went to pasir ris to meet my bf, was so shocked when i see him cause he was so tan haha. Anyway after that went to bugis to find his mum but who knows she went home le then took cab home as dear was very tired. SPent some time at his house before taking cab to my house again.

Saturday
I went out with dear at around 12pm to bugis, was wondering where to have our lunch and finally after a long decision, we settle our lunch at V8 movie cafe. SHop around at bugis and after that went to sim lim square to buy mp3, finally brought the creative 256mb mp3 (so bored in the train without music when travelling to work). Something unpleasant happen (a quarrel of course) which i dun wish to elaborate..
Then after that went to orchard to buy ticket for the movie - red candy. Anyway the show is sort of scary but without storyline, after watching the whole show, i realise i dun even understand what the show is all about and i guess its not just me cause when the show finishes, everyone was like saying "huh". So people who wants to go for this show may want to think twice about it. I wanna go see the movie - Bug For life (i think this is the show name but i am not sure). Waiting for people to ask me to go for this show, haha.

Anyway after the movie, i suggest calling yonghui and junming out (both are my bf's friend) and i think it is a wrong decision cause they were talking about army the whole time and i was so bored there. Sms someone but that person too engross in his own activity le, never reply me haha (you know who you are hor). Around 3+, we took nightrider home.

Sunday

Woke up at round twelve, upload song to my mp3 so that i can listen to it when i go to work tomorrow. Meet zhiwei, dear and dear' brother for dinner at northpoint then took bus home. Dear also went in to army le. I will see him on wed cause he will book out due to his graduation ceremony. Was chatting with my fien vis sms the whole night, he was out to have dinner and chit chat with his frien but i was wondering if he was like chit chating with me or them haha. Anyway hope he can pass his test then i will have a treat from him le right? haha think he busy playing billiard le, so we ended our chat. Anyway think i gotta go sleep soon le, good nite everyone.

yesterday meet jiahui, dear coming out today

2005-07-22T01:00:00.000+04:30

Firstly a recap on what i have done yesterday:

Went out with jiahui after work yesterday, we went to orchard becuase she wanna buy the nexklace from Far east but who know when we reach the shop the person tell us that some components to make the necklace is out of stock and she will need to come back tomorrow. Sad right?
So we shop around because jiahui was looking for watches but to no avail but i brought a earrings which one of the shop there. Then we past by this watch shop and one of the watch from the brand name IWATCH(never heard be4 this brand)caught out attention, it was really beatiful with a butterfly in the watch face, at first we thought it was like 100 or the most 100+ but it cost $300 after discount lo. But really very nice haha.
We were wondering what to eat then i begin to realise i miss eating sushi, then i tell jiahui so we went to eat sushi buffet at cuppage centre.
Eat until super full loh haha. Then walk to dohby ghaut to shop around then went home.

Wed

2005-07-20T14:42:00.000+04:30

Just taken my late lunch, today was a busy day. Receive so many phonecall and because many ppl did not come to work today so had to attend to the call loh.
Ask layyew to ta bao chicken rice, so full now.
Later after work, will be meeting junbeng, yonghui and yuqing to ktv. Surely will sing until crazy haha.So long never meet them already but its just so funny cause they are actually my dear's friend not mine yet we do meet out haha.
Will blog again when i have time.

Sunday, brought initial D album

2005-07-17T21:43:00.000+04:30

Some recap of the day:
- Went to bugis with mum, grandma, aunt and bryan
- Brought clothes and initial D album, so happy to get the album
- Went to eat wanton noodle at sunshine plaza
- brought beancurd home to eat for my family
- reach home at around 9.30pm

I am so tired, think i will be sleeping soon. Good nite everyine!!!!!

MIssing you..

2005-07-16T23:40:00.000+04:30

Things i done yesterday:
- went to orchard with yuqing
- shop around looking for a new top cause she dun wanna wear the NYP t-shirt around but didnt manage to get one
- ate at the place she work (a japanese restuarant)
- went to fox at taka and guess what we shop for one hour there at just one shop
- there was a sale, 2 item brought there will be 20% discount, 3 will be 30% and 4 will be 50%, so we brought 2 each and the skirt that we like cost $33 but because we buy four, we only need to pay $26 and we manage to get the skirt and a top haha, so cheap right?
- went to cineleisure to shop and brought a pooh bear pouch as well as a pooh bear small drawer
- home sweet home

Anyway i am a big fan of pooh bear now, and i just dunno why. Maybe i was infected by maine haha. JUst feel that pooh is so cute and i just adore this cute cartoon character.

Today spent my time at home. Actually was suppose to meet elsie and jiahui but jiahui is sick so never meet them and jieyi wanted to go home at 5.30 so no point meeting her at 4 then leave at 5.30pm thus i in the end stay at home loh. Was checking on the chalet rates and stuff. Think i will settle my birthday with a terrence house resort in Aloha, gotta ask zhiwei(police officer) to help me book cause alot cheaper this way, haha.

Miss my dear so much, haha. I just cant wait for friday to come and i will be able to see him. Hope that everything is fine for him in the army. Anyway he did make an effort to call me daily which i really appreciate. Just now i went to sun plaza alone and when he heard that, he was so upset cause he wasnt able to accompany which makes him feel sad. I told him that there will be times where i need to learn how to be independent.

Everyone is always so worried when i say i go out alone, be it my family, dear, maine,and alot of other friends. Thanks for all the concern that you all have for me, i believe i can be go out alone when there is a need. I do need companion but i believe there will be times when none of you can actually accompany me. The thoughts that all of you are worrying about me make me not afraid of lonely, cause i know somewhere out there, people are thinking of me and i am not lonely. Thanks to all of you. At night, peifeng(my pri school friend) wanted to ask me to chinablack with his friend and five minutes later receive another sms from soonlai asked me to go there too. SOrry that i rejected both of you cause its already ten and i am just too lazy to travel to orchard alone.

TO JIAHUI: Recover faster k, drink more water, i will be waiting for your outing!!!

blog again

2005-07-12T08:45:00.000+04:30

Now i am in my office, have been asked by Jiahui why i never update my blog. Sorry to all , cause just feel so tired after work that i dun feel like swtiching on my computer again.

Now its already 8.49am but there only a few ppl in the office, haha everyone is as usual late. Yesterday chat with my friend until very late, so quite tired now. Hey girls, must acc me on weekend hor if not so boring haha. This few days must thanks jiahui for always accompanying me. Been feeling quite lost recently, also dunno why. Think i starting work soon le, will update again.

blog again

2005-06-05T16:31:00.000+04:30

never update my blog for such a long time. Sorry. working doesnt really permits me to do that, be it the lack of time or the tiredness that i am feeling. anyway working life is bored but lucky there is fun too. I am glad that my colleague all all concern about my adaptness to my work. Thanks. Feel like going to shopping so much, who wanna accompany me please tell me. Set the date and time and we will hit the shopping mall. Its an open invitation to anyone. I wanna go shopping but noone acc me so poor thing. My working time is sort of opp of deea. he had to work weekend while weekend is only the times i can go out yet i always stay at home cause there is just no one who i can call,i think. feeling so sad of myself have to spent my precious weekend at hom. ANyway yesterday was my bro birthday, wake up in the morning help him prepare all the food and then went o sbw park, help him serve his friend and stuff. I can see how happy he was with all his friend celebrating with him but i am so tired from all the preparation. Later will be going to dear working place find him. hope that u will se my update soon.

a week since my last blog

2005-05-26T22:42:00.000+04:30

it has been a week since my last blog, have been so busy working and as you know after work is like so tired that you dun even feel like switching on the computers.
Anyway have been quite happy this day cause i manage to clinch a deal for 2 temp position, although the commission not much but still its the first deal i handle myself by finding, interviewing and shortlisting the candidate. Except on the part of liasing where Donna one of my colleague help me throught, really got to give her a big hug haha.

Anyway i ask this two candidates to my office to take the timesheet and also ask them how is their work. And we were chatting in the room for like 1 hour(in case you say i am skiving, it is after work already at round 6 as they finish their work at 5 be4 making their way here). I told them i am new here and lots of stuff and they told me how bad i was to when i gave them the direction to the factory which is located round loyang. Think the best part after this job is that i can really meet and get to know many ppl. Actually they wanna have dinner together but in the the malay guy need to go home and eat so we never go thus i went to great world city to find dear for dinner and wait for him to finish work.

Haha anyway Donna say that although i am in the office for like 2 weeks, it seems to her that i have been working there very long. Haha.

Just read jieyi blogs and i also wanna tell all of my gals that i miss you all especially jiahui, jieyi, charmaine, xiuling, joyce and keline haha. Just miss all the outings with you all. Miss all the laughter and gossiping also. But i will probably see ling at wenhao birthday this sunday, will meet maine next tuesday and i wonder when can i meet jy and jh and i wish to see u 2 gals real soon. Chat our hearts out again!!!

Weekend

2005-05-20T23:53:00.000+04:30

So happy that it is finally weekend, and it is a long weekend cause monday is vesak day so happy no need to work. This will means that i can sleep late at night and wake up late, hehe. Anyway today meet jiahui and jieyi for dinner at orchard and after that we went to cofee bean to chat until 10+ be4 we headed home.

In term of my work, things have been improving as in i have search for some candidate and hope i can clinched some deals by next week. all my colleague so nice especially thomas and laura who is in my team. They always yahoo chat with me to ask me whether i need any help and when they see i am very busy they will help me with my work, they are so nice. Christina always guide me along for everythings. Lucky to have them as my colleague..Anyway there is one guy which i felt that he is quite handsome, haha hope my bf not reading this blog haha. Forgotten the handsome guy name, need to find out on tuesday.

Hope that tuesday will not arrive so soon.

working

2005-05-18T22:48:00.000+04:30

2nd days of work already:

1)my colleage seems nice and i think they are

2)quie stressful cause its very fast-paced

3)need to work up quite early for what

4)always work until quite late

overall ok loh cause what really matter is the ppl ther, and they are really nice ppl so i dun mind continue staying in the company. Working is so sian, so tired everyday after work so i think i will try to blog more often. Anyway they have a bowling nite for all staff this friday. dunno can dun go anot since i am not very close to them but see how loh.

orchard

2005-05-15T14:33:00.000+04:30

yesterday went to orchard with yuqing, we went to far east and shop. Brought quite alot of things. Something very funny is that we two fall in love with those sequin belt but it cost from 13+ to 24, and we just couldnt buy it cause it is so ex to us so we continue searching for a cheaper one and at one of the shop, we finally found it at $9, haha we were so happy but there is some difference btw these cheaper ones to the ex one but it doesnt better. It is still beautiful. I also brought a cover up heel at only $25 , and also a flower brooch at $2.50. all the things that i buy is cheap cheap de haha. Yuqing brought a purple shirt, earrings, a fox shirt and the belt also. AFter that we meet dear who just got off from work and walk to ps to find junming to go home together. ANyway yesterday the lightning was so tremendously loud and it was really very scary. Reach home at 12+.

Later going to a place name "qi gou" to eat for belated mother's day for my grandma cause last week big uncle couldnt make it. The food there is so delicious and i really miss it especially the chicken wings haha.

starting work soon

2005-05-13T13:26:00.000+04:30

I am so happy, finally i found a job. Dunno whether the job will be ok. Anyway if no okay then work for experience loh. Hope everything will be smooth. Last week just go temple pray hope everything will be soon and i will get a job soon and now really got it. Must go back the bugis temple thanks the buhhda liao.

blog

2005-05-12T22:15:00.000+04:30

the manfield senior consultant - Christina say she will call me tomorrow. Hope that everything will be smooth and i will get to work be4 next week. If everything goes well, i think i will go to the engineering team cause she ask me to read on engineering topics. Didnt really read but just briefly. Bless that i will be able to get a job soon.

Quiz

2005-05-11T01:31:00.000+04:30

M	Misunderstood
I	Intense
C	Cuddly
H	Hot
E	Elitist
L	Little
L	Luscious
E	Easy

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2005-05-11T01:30:00.000+04:30

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Yumiko Gojo

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Medical checkup and BBQ

2005-05-10T23:53:00.000+04:30

Today woke up at 8+am to prepare myself to go to Manfield to take the letter for the medical checkup to ensure that i am fit enough to join Manfield. Anyway was late for the appointment with Christina so i phone her earlier on to tell her what time i will reach. SO when i reach she gave me her namecard and the lettle for the checkup as well as the address.

The place was UE square and me and dear misunderstood it as United square as we thought UE is a short form for united so take MRT down to novena and in the end we realise that UE square and United square is two different shopping at 2 different places. So i call up the clinic and ask them how to go there, they told me there is no bus to there from novena so we took cab there and cause around $5. To my shock, UE square is located near clark quay which means we can just walk from Manfield. OMG..we wasted the cab fare and as well as our time going from clark quay to novena and back to clark quay.

the rain was small but it is ongoing for a long time. We walk around round chinatown and took bus down to parkway parade. Shop awhile there and when i went in Best Denki, i saw malcolm, he was walking as a part time promotor for samsung and also heard that audrey just started work today as a customer service officer. AFter that when to east coast find yonghui they all, me and dear walk in the small rain from parkway to east coast. Saw them at the pit and they were sitting undar a shelter so we also sat there and chat be4 each of their classmate come one by one. We bbq and ate the food. After the food is almost finish, we played indian poker where we have to draw one card and put it in our forehead(we cannot see the card ourself) and the smallest number will have to draw one card from the punishment deck pre prepare y yonghui, junming and alan. We have fun and i kana 4 punishment. One is to use mouth and pass a hotdog to stef, propose to a guy(and i chose my dear definately), pass the punishment card to a girl(stef got the card as the remaining 2 other girl had really receive a lot of punishment) and lastly a beat on the ear by everyone. Lucky all my punishment not so bad, there are more severe one like eating the hotdog from a guy mouth, seducing someone, pole dance and to be carried by a guy etc. We had fun and after the bbq we took bus and mrt home. So tired that i am going to sleep now.

Interview

2005-05-09T23:58:00.000+04:30

Today went to register with the agent at raffles place. Lucky didnt had a hard time finding the place cause the direction there was very specific. Fill up a form at the agent there and she give me details about the interview later and also provide me with the address. Then i went to take mrt from raffles to tanjong pagar, i went up and down the mrt so many times cause the map always put to the jurong east even when i am infront of the to tanjong pagar train, so next time must look at the trail on the metal plate. Next difficulty is when i reach tanjong pagar, i had such a tough time looking for the place walk for round 30mins also cant find, the appointment is 5pm and yet 5pm i am still searching, ask a security guard but he also not sure. I was like perspiring and so not in a mood for interview, i call and tell the person that i really cant make it for the interview. I sms jiahui earlier and guess what the agency also got call her loh for this interview but she rejected cause the pay too little somemore 5 and 1/2 work days. I dunno about it cause i didnt ask and there i was so poor thing looking around for the building like a lost lamb haha.

Happy things is Christina from Manfield call and ask me go to the office take a card and something for the medical checkup tomorrow. I dont know whether a medical checkup means whether i am recruited for the job but hope so. Will ask her more tomorrow.

Happy Mother's Day

2005-05-08T22:53:00.000+04:30

Today is mother's day, being a daughter myself i wishes all the mother a very Happy Mother's day. I am so honour to be the daughter of my mother, she is a friend to me. She never control me throughout my life and give me freedom to do the things i want. She believe that everything i do is for a reason and she will support me in whatever i do. She guide and nurture me and tell me what is right and wrong. I really love her and thank god for giving me such a loveable mum.

Today went to hotel royal and have a buffet dinner which i book when i saw the advertisment from the newspaper. The ambience there is good but the food there really cannot make it. SO limited and unpleasant to eat. We were complaining how far we walk and such a hard time be4 we find the place yet the food turn out so disappointing. ANyway its the thought that count so although the food is bad but the thughts of us celebrating mother's day with our mum and our mum with grandma is the most wonderful gift. The hotel also gave my grandma a mother's day gift.Then we shop around at PS be4 going home.

Going out with jiahui, jieyi and aishah.

2005-05-07T23:59:00.000+04:30

Went out with jieyi, jiahui and aishah just now. We went to bugis as jiahui wanna buy cheap watches for his brother. ANyway we meet at bugis. we have KFC as lunch there. After that we went to bugis street and walk around and as it is so unbearably hot aishah keep urging us to call to the mall so there we goes. And she kind of wanna return home cause she dun really like shopping and she is so tired from the early wake-up and the 4 hr tiring SATs paper so she went home. The 3 of us went to the dessert shop and have some dessert(a must when we reach bugis). Then we alk to suntec as maine call to tell me that suntec have iora sale. The clothes on sale wasnt very nice and in the end we didnt buy any. Next is shopping at suntec city where jieyi buy a number of things and i also brough a skirt at BUM which cause $2 haha as they were having a 70% sales. We also went to the arcade, and i founf a dollar on the floor and give it to jiahui as she pay for the tokens.

Then i suggest going to marina square to have dinner at the food junction there, we proceed to esplanade afterthat and chatted for some time. Chatting after work, relationship and alot of things. Feel so nice chatting with them. We went home at 11+.

travelling and interviewing

2005-05-05T23:44:00.000+04:30

today went to a lot of places with dear, but we went out to complete our task and not shop around. Firstly if my interview with manfield as a recruitment officer, anyway when i was on the way there, one company call me and ask me to go to the interview later. I agree not knowing whats is the name of the company but just verbally agree and go. Manfielf was located at Apollo centre at chinatown, the office was very peaceful and sort of like hign class. Interview was quite ok, anyway the job is a recruiter but it requires alot of task also. U also have to meet sales target in the sense that you must earn enough from your customer who engage you to find the right candidates from them. They say that they will inform me by friday or lastest monday. Only after the interview do i know that the one who interview me was the assistant manager, lucky i doesn't know in the first hand cause it would make me more nervouse. I feel that the interview was quite okay and i also do likes the job.

Next accomapny dear to panasonic at queensway to hand up his timesheet and after that took mrt to novena for my next interview. I call again to ask them the address still not knowing whats the company name. Hard a hard time finding the place. Then realise that the company is Mary Chia. ANyway it was located at those office above coffee shop, super old type. You cant believe that Mary Chia such a reputable company would have their main office there. It was worse when i reach the office, everything was so messy, their documents was all around even the meetng room was fill with piles of document. The interview was also okay but they ask me whether $1400(my expected salary) can be lower than i say no cause that was the minimum to me. The ambience of Mary Chia was totally un expected and opp of manfield. They also say that they will contact me in 1 or 2 days. ANyway I have to work 5.5 days in Mary Chia while Manfield works only 5 day. Hope i get some positive news tomorrow.

After that dear went to nyp to pay something and i wait for him at YCK mrt. AFter that went to northpoint walk walk be4 going to dear house for dinner. We decided to go up timezone to see whether there is anyway playing with the bear catcher thing but no one, so we chage $2 to play and guess what we got a winnie the pooh from the 1st play, so happy cause 1st time got it. Since there is $1 more dollar left so just play one more time but this time doesnt get it. ANyway its okay cause i have 1 already haha. There all for today, will update if i got i any interview results tomorow.

Roting

2005-05-04T22:07:00.000+04:30

These 2 days have been staying at home and slacking. Sending resume to every job and waiting for their reply. A lot of agencies call and ask for more information. In the evening went running with yuqing, haven been exercising and is getting more and more heavier at home. Tomorrow have an interview , hope it will turn out ok. ANyway dear will be accompanying me tomoroow. He finally have his day off tomorrow after working for 7 conseutive days. I miss going out with him.

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2005-05-02T14:37:00.000+04:30

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2005-05-01T23:48:00.000+04:30

Today went to sentosa with my family. Reach there at around 3+pm. Went to change into a halter neck and kickers shorts with a bikini wore inside (yuqing gave me one). Anyway went to the sea for a swim wih yuqing, fion and bryan. Grandma, mum and my 2 aunt went to the hawker centre for coffee session andwould come and find us later. We have fun in the sea, even though it rains halfway through. We manage to pull ourself to the float with the help of those floaters. Around 5+pm, mum and gang came and find us and we got up of the sea. They complain that there is no food in the hawker centre and they wanna go to Hougang for the famous Nasi Lemak which we just had brought in 7-11 haha. We went to bath at the other end as the toliet is bigger. But in the end bigger means more people, so we just wash ourself in those open cublicle. We also change our clothes in the open at the girls toliet with the help of one another. We help one another use towel to block other from seeing. It was hilarious though, and we had a good laugh.

Went to Hougangg for dinner and the queue for the Nasi Lemak was so long. The Nasi Lemak was indeed so delicious.

AFter that went back home...tired.

Dinner at Jumbo seafood restaurant

2005-04-30T23:52:00.000+04:30

today went out with granny, third aunt, mummy as well as bryan and fion to bugis. Went to the temple to pray before proceeding to bugis street and bugis junction for a shopping spree. I brought one shoe and mummy brought one bag. Then after that meet yuqing, jimmy uncle and small aunt for dinner at Jumbo seafood restuarant at Serangoon garden. We reach there at 8 and waited till 8.30pm before there is seat, then order the food. Every dish is so delicious, also partly because i am too hungry. Anyway the total bill is $170. My mum gave $40 and the rest is given by Jimmy uncle. He is a very generous and good guy. Very good to my aunt also. WEnt home after that.

Tomorrow planning to go sentosa with my family, hope we will have fun...

shopping again

2005-04-29T22:55:00.000+04:30

Just now went out with yuqing to causeway point, actually we thought of going to IMM after going to causeway point but we were so busy shopping and trying clothes in metro that time passes by so quickly. Eventually brough a shirt and a skirt there. After that went home cause yuqing meeting shawn for movie. Anyway might be going sentosa tomorrow, but without dear so sad cause he working.

Shopping

2005-04-28T13:46:00.000+04:30

Yesterday went to guowei house to play mahjong and me and dear lost about $80, sob sob. After that went to orchard with maine we went to Taka's breeks to eat and so conincidence we say crab's mother. She is very friendly and nice. After that we went to shop around and i saw a skirt in mango that i like alot. That time when i go with maine, i got try liao but too tight this time try a larger size. The skirt was so large that i can try it w/o unbutton the buttons and it will drop down immediately after i wear it haha. Then we went to S&K and i brought a skirt, maine also brought one purple one. Dear say that the skirt is the most appropriate one in my closet, anyway he talk nonsense one haha.

I wanna look for job sob sob....

play badminton

2005-04-26T23:58:00.000+04:30

went to play badminton in the evening with dear, qing and ting.

gathering with guowei, benny and alvin.

2005-04-26T01:34:00.000+04:30

Today meet maine, ling, yen, benny, guowei, alvin and dear for dinner cum a gathering. Actually meet at 6.30pm at AMK but guowei they all late and they came only at around 8 so we went ahead to have dinner at raman tan first. Then we walk over to K-box there to check out the price but found the price quite ex and not worth it since the time is already 8pm. Before that kenghong sms maine and say he saw us at raman tan so maine call him back and ask him where he is, he is at k-pool which is beside k-box thus we go in and say a hi. We saw Abraha. Kenghong and Mark, as usual nothing good came out of their mouth so they begin their sarcastism and we ignore what they say and we go off soon. Then we went to S11 to find guowei and benny and soon alvin and his gf joined us. AFter they finish their dinner, we went to snookerium to play pool. AFter the pool session, we went to mos burger to drink as well as to chit chat. We went off at around 10.40pm. Anyway dear will be going to guowei's house for a mahjong session on wed and i will be going shopping with main eon wed hehe.

Lottery again..

2005-04-24T19:41:00.000+04:30

SO happy cause mummy strike lottery, daddy was listening to the radio announcing the lottery when he suddenly shouted to us mummy whether she brought her hp number and she brought a pathetic $1 haha but it is better than none right? ANyway we were so happy, can get mummy again haha.

KTV

2005-04-24T01:29:00.000+04:30

today went out with maine and ling to ktv again, i have been going ktv so frequently that i lost count of the times i go to sing. All my $$ is spent in singing, oh my god. ANyway went to cuppage centre to sing from 5 to 8 pm. In the mean time waiting for ling to be off from work, me and maine was shopping around and i brought a block colour tee at FOX and we also went to eat a late lunch at LJS - cineleisure. THe ktv was fun as usual and we sang quite a number of very high song which lead to my painful throat after the ktv. AFter that meet weeyen and dear and went for billiard and pool session at cuppage centre also. We played till round 11.15 pm before proceeding home. Me and dear went to sbw 7-11 and brought some food to eat at a voiddeck and went home. Sleeping soon...good nite to all!!

Test about me...

2005-04-22T23:07:00.000+04:30

Blueberry-Sweet and innocent, you always seem to
have a compliment up your sleeve. Never
failing to give advice or moral support when
needed, and always there when a friend has had
a bad day. You're the kind of person who
rescues stray animals and helps out at the
homeless shelters. You have a knack for making
friends and an even greater knack for keeping
them. Your friends view you as someone they can
talk to and confide in, which isn't always a
good thing. You might find yourself getting
phone calls about family problems or
relationship failures a few times a day.
Helping out with other peoples problems is a
good thing, but learn to worry about yourself a
bit more.

If You Were a Jellybean, What Flavor Would You Be? (Intended for girls)
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another job interview...

2005-04-21T23:59:00.000+04:30

Today got a call from a job which i apply through jobstreet, the call was from the agency and they took down my particular and asked me whether i was interested in the jon. ANyway at around 9+ in the night, got a sms from the person tell me to be on standyby cause there might be a interview at 11am tomorrow which is yet to be confirm. She will reconfirm with me tomorrow at 9am, dun think ican wake up so early. DUnno whether want to give the interview a miss cause it is at Tuas so ulu one, and no one is able to acc me. SOb sob.. think that the trouble of being adult, u got to be independent and lonely is part and parcel of an adult life. I am so scared of being alone cause i am such a dependent and shy girl. GUess i will encounter alot of diffculty in my worklife, i will definately find it hard to adapt to the working environment.. sob sob..

Officially broke

2005-04-20T22:33:00.000+04:30

i am really broke now. Have bben spending money with no saving these few days, going sentosa, clubbing and ktv. Reaaly got no penny left. STill desperately looking for job and hope that i can get one soon.

Blog

2005-04-20T01:31:00.000+04:30

TOday went to ktv with jb, yh, dear and yuqing. Had a great day today. We also buy a cake to celebrate junming belated birthday. It was a surprise to him anyway he was happy with our idea. Again this ktv leads to yh no train to go home so he have to take cab at kranji since the train only end at kranji. Dear, yuqing and me went to 7-11 to buy some instant noodle and bread to eat at yuqing house downstair then go home after that.

Blog

2005-04-19T23:44:00.000+04:30

Got my result, got 2a, 3b+ and 1. So happy rhat i got quite good result for my last semester. Have been trying to log on to eservices to check my GPA but cant. Dunno what happen...ANyway jiahui got the same result as me and kit and aishah all score very good result too. HEy girls, we finally make it... Cheers.

New Labtop

2005-04-18T20:46:00.000+04:30

Haven't been blogging for a long time as my computer is spoiled. ANyway brought a new Acer laptop today. So happy, got a new laptop and finally able to surf the intenet. Days wihtout computer is so bored and i have enough of it!!! Now still tryint to adapt to using laptop. Need to buy a new mouse as the old one cannot be fit. Hope this laptop will as problem-free. ANyway today is junming's birthday, wanna wish him a very happy birthday and hope he enjoy his special day of his. HAppy Birthday!! Will be getting my result tomorrow, so looking forward to that. ANyway shall blog aggain tomorrow cause need to go dl alot of stuff.

blog

2005-04-10T22:55:00.000+04:30

Firstly a review on what i done yesterday. Yesterday went to orchard with charmaine and when we reach orchard mrt, we were "hook" by the agents there and they are promoting about a saving plans to help people save, luckily i say i am still a student thus they only persuade Maine to sign up the plan. Anyway the agent was a guy and he really powerful in talking a lot of action and gesture and eventually Maine sign up the saving plan which i also think was quite worth it since Maine have not been saving since she work and having this plan would sort of force her to save as they would deduct the money from her bank. It was 4+ when the conversation ends, and we walk around at orchard before having sushi buffet at cuppage centre, we ordered a lot since it is buffet and Maine was mainly eating salmon sushi (she ate 8 of them). Forgot to mention that the agent gave her 2 free tickets so we thought of going for a show after the buffet. We went to north point to see the eye 10 with ling but she doesn’t know about the free ticket which mean she have to pay for her ticket. Anyway when we meet her, wee yen was also there so we were like asking wee yen to join ask for the movie but from the time we meet him, to having coffee and chatting at starbuck, we still fail to persuade him for the show cause he was worried that he have no train back home. Anyway the show was funny and scary at the same time, felt that the show was okay, in fact actually I felt that it was quite nice. After the show I check my handphone and there were a lot of miss call from a number so I call back and it was Alex. He said he has called me and dear many times but no one pick up so I call dear immediately to ask him to call Alex (dear’s hp was too soft thus he never hear the phone call). After that dear call to say Alex want to ask us to go for supper and he will drive us there using his bro‘s car, so I went home change into a more comfortable clothing and dear put his nag and we went to wait for Alex at my house downstairs. Actually Alex thought Wenhao going only but in the end Felicia also joins us so he felt like a light bulb but I tell him when I and dear go out with friend, we don’t like to be treated like a couple haha funny right but we both feel this way. We went to have supper at a prata shop in Thomson and it was very crowded. I ate bomb prata(actually is butter and sugar inside) and egg prata. Anyway 1 funny thing is the coke that I ordered take like 15 minutes before it was finally served. Then Alex drove us home.

Today woke up at 7am as we need to go pray my father's side grandfather. The road was very packed and there was traffic jam since alot of people wanted to pray in the morning to avoid the blazing sun. We went home at around 10+ then went to pray for mother's side grandfather at 2+. Actually i handmade something like a chain of love to be pasted on my grandfather stone tomb but in the edn forget to bring, i am so absent minded. We left at around 5+ and we went to a coffee shop at AMK to have seafood, the place was so packed as the food there was delicious and cheap. We order my favourite chilli crab. We were complimenting about how nice it was compare to when we have it at a restaurant call little red house which cost us $900. Anyway after that went home to see the NKF charity show, was so touch and really fell the unity of singaporean throught the show. Zhen Ni has such a powerful voice although she is quite old and Emil CHow can really bring the atmosphere up and kept us all indulge in his well-know song. ANyway just wanna say WELL DONE to all singaporeans and a million thanks to those who have donated.

2005-04-08T16:34:00.000+04:30

Wow i really have fun yesterday. Yesterday went out with my two girls to bugis and suntec city. Firstly we went to bugis, shop around bugis street and it was so hot. Actually kit wanted to try a blouse from one of the shop there, but the salesgirl damn attitude tell kit that the shirt is too small for her unwillingly and we will try but wont buy, anyway the shirt is strechable loh. We like to buy tight fit clothes cannot meh? THen after we went to east dessert at the traditional dessert stall. Kit and me eat steam milk with papaya and jiahui eat fungus with papaya. SO cooling then we sat there for some times to rest and avoid the hot sun. After that we continue to shop at bugis junction, kit brought some jelly for her family. After that we walk over to suntect city and i brought a shirt at Iora for my interview. ALso a skirt from This fashion. This two apparals cost me $71 loh, so expensive but no choice. Actually wanna buy the purple covered shoe from Charles and Keith but the 2 shop there also never sell that shoe, maybe its god fate asking me not to buy that haha. We went to have our dinner at KFC. SO delicious.... AFter that we went to the arcade and play photo hunt and stuff. We broke the record for the wheel of fortune and match up but we just couldnt do it for photo hunt. Our eyes go blurry as we try to find the differences between the two picture. Then we proceed to esplande and we went to Chocolate Bar, we were waiting for that time hehe. Then we were like so mountain tortoise, dun know the way to order the food and stuff. Then we order one which i think is the main specailty there cause aishah got tell us before and alot fo ppl there was eating that whihc is called chocolate fordue i think. It was $20 lo so expensive. Picture can be found on my heart-shaped memo where there is a link which say chocolate bar. We was critising how expensive it was since the chocolate we can just buy one bar and melt on our own and the fruits and marsh mellow can get ourself also. Haha so funny and we also gossip alot at the chocolate bar haha. After that we wen tot sit along the pavement of the esplande and chit chat until around 11+ we rush to take the train for fear that there would be no train. ANyway we saw one crazy indian, we only notice him afater kit get down he was shouting some thing in english regularly and everyone was like looking at him, we were frightened by him but lucky we are not in the same cabin as him. Then jiahui alight and dear got in to bring me home. O ya, forgot to mention i got a photo frame from kit, love it so much. NAyway really have fun with my 2 guys, our next outing will be eskie bar, hehe.

I got a job interview...

2005-04-06T17:13:00.000+04:30

I am so worried and scared right now cause i've got a job interview next week. Just now when my phone rang, i was still thinking wanna pick up anot cause i usually dun pick up unfamiliar number anyway i did, and it was a call from Hitachi Semiconductor SIngapore. A guy called and asked me to go down for an interview on 13th April at 10am at tampines. He ask me whether i am currently wokring then i told him i am waiting for my reasult so he ask when will my result be release and i told him on the 19th april. He also told me how to get down there and to bring the relavant certification and my IC. When i put down the phone i was so happy yet nervous. Then i log on to check my application through jobstreet for the job, 93 people apply and 36 is of the same level of qualification as me and only 4 is kept under condieration and i am one of them. So i guess i will have 3 other people competing this job with me. ANyway i told myself to take it as seeking an experience. Hope everything go fine there, must go and print out all my qualification and stuff liao. ALos need to ask maine what thing to bring and what question normally they will ask to keep myself prepare.

Ktv and dinner at Breeks

2005-04-05T23:56:00.000+04:30

Today had a great day singing ktv. Went to ktv with joyce, chengying, karen, jiahui, kit, dave and me. IT was also Dave's birthday and we brought him a chocolate cake from EMI's cake and a parker pen. Think the totol cost was $57 and each of us fork out $8. We went to AMK k-box and really sang our heart out, we sang so many and i mean real many song from 2pm to 7pm, blown cake , take picture and have fun. The room was fill with our so pleasant voice and laughter. After ktv, we went to have our dinner at Breeks. Had so much fun eating with all of them and after dinner we have a riddle cum lame story session where joyce gave us alot of lame riddle to guess but it was so funny especially the broom one haha. Jasmine left earlier cause i think she meeting her mum and anway her house so far. Then not long after that we also left home and i went to dear house to upload the photo but i am not aware that i never bring my cable and in the end cannot upload. Then stay there chat with his sis and bro and also watch tv. Then his sis come in tell us his uncle want to sleep in the room liao but we kind of ignore cause he should have come in and sleep then we will go out mah. Then suddenly he get angry and shouted, we went out of the room and dear try to argue with him that we also not very sure you sleeping anot since you never come in. I asked dear not to talk anymore and then we leave for my house.

Anyway i wanna wish Deave a very Happy birthday, hope you enjoy the outing with us. Anyway dont be grateful for what we done for you cause it is something for us to show that you are our friend and someone we wish to cherish and keep in our memory forever. Hope we will stay in contact as long as ever, not only to dave but to all my polymates and friends.

SUper tired

2005-04-04T15:19:00.000+04:30

Just a brief review on dear's birthday on 2nd arpil. Around 2 plus we wet off, and the 2 forgetful me and dear forgotten that we have to take the otah and satay before proceeding to the chalet, only when we reach downtown east do we realised so no his uncle help us go back and take. CHalet number change from 1925 to 1904 which mean from second floor to the first floor which is more convenience. Then we head into the chlate and waited till round 6+ before they started the fire and every one headed in one by one. ANyway dear receive alot of gift and hongbaos by my family as well as his. I can also see that dear was very happy. BUt i was so busy walking around doing and serving people that i was so tired, and dear was as tired as i am being a host. At round 9, roughly everyone had reach so we blow the cake. Dear took photo with each and every group of the people and people left one by one after the cake session. SOme of his relative like his grandma come at around 11+, so in the late night all his relative was gathering there eating and talking with me and dear. SOme of his polymates as welll as my cousin and brother stay overnight. His relative let at round 1+ and soon some of his polymate left too leaving behing me , dear . alan, junming, yonghui, eveline and my brother who was sleeping soundfully. We played some card game to keep ourself enetertain. We were so tired that we wanted to rest and sleep at around 5+. Alan who is my dear's polyfriend sleep with a loud snore and we were so disturebed by his snore aspecially me and thus didnt really sleep. It is the 1st time i heard people can snore until so loud, really pei fu de wu ding tou di. We left the chalet at 10+ in the morning and headed for breakfast at BK before going home.

In the afternoon around , 3+ meet zhiwei, dear and eveline for movie outing. Wow i super pei fu ourself cause we reach home at around 1pm and each of us barely sleep for around 3 hours and we still got the mood to go out haha. We headed to orchard and settle for the show "spainlige"(i dunno the spelling) at 9.25pm so we went to walk around heeren, taka as well as far east. Eveline brought a shoe at heeren and change to it immediately as she does not like the shoe she is wearing now. Actually i also wanna buy a shoe from charles and keith but the shoe only one pair left and it s so dirty so will buy it other times. Then we have our spicy dinner at raman ten, the ramen was so spicy. ALthough i eaten it like dunno3 times before, i felt this time was more spicy. We were like sweating and keep drinking to let the hotness go. Then we actually wanted to go for bowling at cine but who know the bowling closed down liao, then the arcade at cine also got nothing so left for the arcade at emerald shopping centre(i think this is the name) and who knows the arcade also close down. We were like think how come orchard like no entertainment. Tired from all those wasted walk, we sit doen at centrepoint mac and rest haha. Then after that we went back cine to buy popcorn and stuff then we realise beside the counter got one place so entertaining, can play ps, computer and xbox. We were lauging that entertainment is so near to us yet we never realise. ANyway the show was so boring, and also cause we were so tired, we fall into short nap one by one. After that we went home.

Today i wake up at 1+ in the afternoon without waking up, i was shocked when i see the time but also realised that i am really too tired from all there lack of sleep since exam. Cause exam finish liao then is dear's birthday busy preparing all the stuff and so tired. Should be stying at home today but i wanna buy shoes. ANyway dear studying in school now. Tomorrow going to ktv with polymates, cant wait for tomorrow to come.

Tired

2005-04-02T00:13:00.000+04:30

Today is so tiring from all the purchase of the bbq stuff. In the early afternoon, me and dear went to Sbw Ntuc to purchase some bbq stuff like hotdog. Then, i went home and prepare sotong, cut them into small pieces, put chilli and put them into folded aluminium foil. After that, spent my time watching video but soon found it very morning and i am so tired so went to my bed and lie down and fall asleep. Was woken up because i was perspiring as i never switch on my aircon. Then waited for dear call and we meet at round seven, we went to his house first as he wanna put his stuff, then went to chong pang to see whether there is any otah at a cheaper prices but to no avail. Follow on, we went to sbw shopping centre cause we wanted to buy fish fillet at $2.89 per packet. To our horror, the price become $4.96 per packet!! we ask and then they say because promotion have end, what a big difference so we find it so ex and we took cab to khatb ABC supermarket to tap on the low price, and we took cab because we were worry that it will close. Brought alot of stuff from ABC and we went to eat at 848. AFter that we also took cab to my house as there is too much thing liao. Now so tired that i wanna found asleep, tomorrow still ned to wake up early to prepare the fish. OMG, hope everything wil be okay tomorrow and dear will be very happy.

Happy

2005-04-01T12:14:00.000+04:30

Really happy and glad that exam is finally over, have been suffering from sleepless nights and unbalance diet this few days!!! When i step ou tof the exam hall, i feel so relieved. Although sad that we are really leaving NYP, but anyway happy memories will always live in my memory. After exam, went to shoot some photo request by Esther. Anyway she wear until so pretty for the "photoshooting" haha, kind of funny. ALso ask Joyce and gang to come down for a last photoshoot. After that went to CWP with jiahui, aishah and jieyi. We went to eat pizza hut and there was so many varities of food and can you imagine we only pay $12.50 each. I was so full that i have the feeling of vomiting haha. After that went to shop around and aishah brought a very "linda-style shoes"(those that is flowery and so oriental) from Bata, suits her quite well also. AFter that she left us as she have to go home to prepare for her outing to Cleo bachoelar party, Think her saliva will be drooping for those charming and fit guys. SO we three went to mini toons, where jieyi spoilt one o fthe "dustbin" there, and we faster sneaked out of the place. AFter that we went to play arcade, and guess what we play those ball throwing game that i always play when i was like 4 yrs old, Haha those were the childhood days. We exchange alot of small items with the tickets that we won. Then we went to Mos burger and chat our heart out there, we chat from 3+ to 6+ lo, chatting from early pregnancy to primary school life to love life, anyway the chat was so nice and once again move to our friendship to a higher level. At around 6+, we went home as we were all tired and jiahui will be meeting her friends. Forget to mention that i also recieve a photoframe with the picture of 4 of us by AIshah and a heart-shaped pillow and a very beautiful glass bottle from Jiahui. Sorry girls for not buying anything for you all, cause as you know i really busy with studying... ANyway love you girls and we will see each other soon.

HAPPY

2005-03-23T14:35:00.000+04:30

Yesterday was the most incredible day. It all started with Xiuling smsing me whether Dear's birthdays got celebration or not, then I say no. She says she saw in the news NTUC having a promotion, giving away 500 free chalets at $1 each. SO I was so excited and want to get a room for dear cause they chalet date is from 31 march to April 7 and in between is dear's birthday. We actually wanted to meet 6.15am on Tuesday cause the thing starts at 11pm on Tuesday but when she asked her friend, her friend say this promotion is in the newspaper and also is ITE people holiday so there will be a lot of people queuing. We were scared that it might be too late so we change to meet 10pm at yishun on Monday. We were in the bus with some sec sch juniors - kaiguo, guatting and we believe that we have the same purpose and indeed we were right. When we reach there, we proceed to the D'Marquees. And we were like the 90+ there, not long after kaiguo and gang line up behind us. Xiuling’s friend (2 guys) also came and they were several people behind us. We spent our whole night playing poker with Xiuling’s friend. Until around 5+am, we were so sleepy and tired; one of Xiuling’s friends left us to play mahjong in his class chalet. The remaining 3 of us sleep at the hard as rock floor. I tried sleeping but I couldn’t after laying there for around half an hour so I get up and sit there. Around six plus, we sit there and waited till seven plus there wanted to go play breakfast but BK not open yet so no chose buy MAC breakfast. The person in charge asked us to come back by 8 and it was already 7.45 am so we go to Mac and saw kaiguo and gang queuing up there and they wanted to buy for us so we asked them help us to buy then we return to the place and eat. We waited until around 10am, they asked us to fill a form. They say they increase the no of rooms from 500 to 600, which mean at first each day got 50 now increase to 55. A lot of people want the sat cause they is only weekend. There is a booth on balloon sculpting and the person is to teach us how to do a dog and I done by balloon dog in pink beautifully. After filling up the form, we waited till 11am and one by one people in the front went to the registration. The TV in front also will decrease the number of room one by one to let us know that in each day how many room was left. For Saturday it drop from 55 to 19 and we were so shocked, we were still some distance to the counter and I was so sad, giving up hope. Getting nearer and nearer, there were around 10+ people be4 I reach the counter and the TV show 9 for Sat. I was worried, still hoping I could get a sat. When I went to the counter, I got it. I am so happy I and the last 3 follow by 2 from kaiguo’s gang. Xiuling and I were like so happy. We say it is quite worthwhile to queue since we got Saturday. We sit the wrong side of the bus to the bus stop to take 89 and went to some export and export place where there were a lot of police and we were told to get down the bus to board at the opposite side. Only staff can take the bus in to the import and export place. When I reach home, I was so tired. My whole body was aching but it was worth it since I got sat for dear’s birthday.

Saturday

2005-03-19T13:56:00.000+03:30

Woke up at eleven plus just now cause i wanna say "xun yi cao" ending episode. Every week, i looks forward to saturday as i can say the show. SO sad that today is the last episode. ANyway the show is so sad, make me cry. (anyway those who know me know that i am so emotional and can cry over the slightest thing)Saying this remind me of a movie i watch and cry, and you know what, when i told my friend, they laugh like crazy cause they were saying this kind of friend you also can cry but i think the show very affection got alot of different kind of relationship which make me so sad. ANyway the show is THE DAY AFTER TOMORROW. Funny is it? Just now saw jiahui's blog, and just so sad, really crying out when i read her blog. BUt i am sure we will always keep in contact and will be friends forever. Good luck for exam, gals!!

Last day of school.

2005-03-18T22:51:00.000+03:30

Today is the last day of school and my last day is really the last day i will ever step into NYP's lecture threatre, tutorial room or even the chance to see any lecturer. Meet Jiahui at yishun mrt and think this will be the last time we will ever meet for school (except exams), walk from YCK mrt to school, chatting and gossiping about everyything. Went to CRMP tutorial and it ended in 2 hours, jiahui went for presentation and at the mean time we look some photo in the lab. Brought chocolate for karen chia and diana tan, actually wanna give judy emily soh but she is not in her room until evening so never give. After that went to e-biz seminar and my handphone drop and the person in front try but couldn't find so have to wait for it to end before picking it up. In between the seminar, me, kit an djiahui went to the toliet. I took camera wanna take picture with sylvia but cant find her so we 3 took picture ourself. There is a sudden sadness when i know these might be the last chance we ever will get to wonder around in NYP. AFter the seminar, walk to the atrium and look at the atrium, everything was so beautiful and i want to keep them in my memories.

Reflecting back, from year one to year three, there is so much changes. NYP have been with me this 3 years and it is part of my shelter these 3 years. A shelter for me to study. This 3 years, i have made alot of friends and friends bonding increase especiaaly with kit, jiahui and aishah. They are the major partners in my school life, i reallly wanna thank them alot for their care and concern.

Thank you Jiahui: Always put in the effort to sms every morning to ensure that i wont be late even if i am not meeting her.Always plays a part in taking care of me although you are younger than me. ALways there for me when i need help. Always accompany me as she know i hate to be alone. Always taking care of our projects and compiling them. I would let to apologise if i have make you angry or hurt in anyway.

Thank you Aishah: You are such a joyful and cheerful girl, you always light up my day with your hilarious way of laughing, your sometime blurness, your always-about-sly behaviours. Thank you for editing our report always. Thank you for being our sweet supplier. Thank you for always letting us to make fun of you and the limited choice of food you have. I am sorry if i have neglected or make you angry in anyway.

Thank you Kit: You are so forever hyper active and so cheerful. Thanks for always gossiping with me. Thanks for listening to my greviances. I am sorry that you have to bear with the "E". But anyway you won't have to listen to her anymore. Thank for teaching me things that i do not know. Thanks for guiding me along.

To all 3: I am really glad that 3 of u eneter my life, as you all brightens my day and make my poly life more colourful. THanks for taking care of me and always be there for me. I really appreciate our friendhsips and hope that this is not the end of our friendship, hope that we would always be in contact. BUt i promise that no matter how far or how little we contact one another, you 3 make an impact in my life and will always be part of my memories. Thanks and love you guys.

All my project is over...

2005-03-17T17:30:00.000+03:30

I am just so glad that all my project is over, each and evryone of my project make me so frightened yet one by one they end today. Really so happy, no need to think about project, no more group work (some group is fun while some not), no more late night doing project, no more staying late at school but i might miss them hehe. Anway hope i done well for all my projects. SO tired today. SChool is coming to an end, so sad yet happy. Just cant describe the mixed feeling. Hope tomorrow we would enjoy this last day in school!!!

E-biz

2005-03-16T22:30:00.000+03:30

Today thought of HB, wake up at nine plus. I dunno that there is no HB and that that my e-biz group meeting at 11pm cause nobody tell me. So poor thing right!!! Anyway got to know when i sms aishah. SO went to school do e-biz from 11 plus until 6 plus then go home. SO irritated and tired with using dreamweaver but i am glad that it is finally over. Having e-biz and BPO presentation, hope everything goes went and i could answer the question that the teacher ask!!!!

Tired

2005-03-15T13:34:00.000+03:30

Actually today suppose to go school do E-biz but i didnt go. WHen i woke up in the morning by my alarm , my head was like spining so fast. ITS like as if i will faint when i get up. SO no chose have to sms them tell them i cant go. Anyway hope they are not angry!!! AFter sleeping agin for a few more hour, luckily the headache is gone partially. Hate the headache feeling... SO sorry to my group member for not helping you all out today!!!!!!!!

New handphone..

2005-03-13T23:57:00.000+03:30

This is the 2nd time i am posting this same post, dunno why just now the post that i posted have error, haven to retype again. sob sob.

Today went to grandma house with mummy, yuqing and 3rd aunt. Reach there at around 3+. The weather today was super hot making me so thirsty throughout the day. Anyway got $20 from grandma, actually dun wanna take but she keep insisting so have to take no choice. Sell my handphone (panasonic x300) at sbw mrt for $140. Leave grandma house at 6+ then went to heeren, atfirst thought that there is no promotion caus ethe normal area where they have promotion is empty. So walk to the Old Chang Kee there, saw a starhub cum nokia promotion. Brought Nokia 7260 for $148 which mean a top up of $8, resign my 2 year contract. I brought the black one althought at first wanna brought white one, cause white one will get dirty easily. Saw meibal's friend who is wroking as a starhub promotor there. After that went to walk around hsopping for shawn anniversary gift. Finally yuqing brought a belt from topshop, very nice. Then we went to cine's LJS to eat and drink. The assistant there super attitude, their service s*cks loh. hehe. Anyway chat alot with yuqing, she told me her problem with shawn and how he neglect her. I felt that shawn not a nice boyfriend. Ask yuqing to sort it out with him, if not things might get worse. Anyway hope things will be better for them....

Going to sleep now. Meting early for BPO cum e-biz project tomolo.

Tired yet fun day

2005-03-11T23:42:00.000+03:30

Today have our IM presentation, Mr Lee like not very satisfied with our ppt and presentation cause i think that it is not very convincing. ANyway its hardwork of us even though it may not be that great and i am still satisfied. BPO lecturer gave us tips on which slide to study and ony 30+ slides, haha think will have no problem study BPO.

After BPO stay in schooldo bPO and e-biz. After finishing delegating e-biz we start to do our e-biz. Kit break the news of using our template to shuyi and she understand. She's great at being so understand and i felt so guilty for being abit irritated at her that day. Anyway we had a fun yet tired time doing e-biz. Doing the data binding again and agin, trying like for dunno how many times. I am the one doing the data binding, and there was time that i go like haywire and dunno what i was doing. HAha but i still manage to complete everything though and our website turn out fine. We manage to complete all our template and databinding at 8pm after that till 10pm, we were helping kely do her group e-biz and we were like so helpfully doing their website but we try all sort of way yet still cannot find aolution to their problem. Anyway they were like chatting and discussing of their own things while we were trying hard to solve their problem. Anyway they did say thank you to us, although it doesnt help much. Stay at school till ten plus, and 4 of us were super tired. I cant believe i stay in school so late on a FRIDAY night which i was suppose to be resting at home.

But we had fun together...

angry...

2005-03-09T22:29:00.000+03:30

I was so sad and angry today. Imagine spending like two days to do something and yet it is not appreciated. How can that person be so childish? ANgry over we for not using her idea? Can she be more professional, choose the idea that are better and more applicable? I am totally so piss off. That person even dare to complain about us to others. How naive we are? Always thinking that although she/he doesnt contribute much we still felt that she/he was okay and we are fine with he/she for not contributing enough? Please reflect on what kind of what you always gave us!! The typical cut and paste from other ppl website style!! We doesnt even reject your work and we even help to edit and paraphase but this is what we get in the end? SO angry that our hard work is being rejcted and we have to use his/her, which is so plain and unprofessional. I gotta wash my hand of this project, i dun expect high school anyway. I dunno why but i am just so angry, so unfair to me and the rest. He/she build his/her own happiness in the midst of our unhapiness. So sad!!! Hope i wish the tutor would say some thing tomorrow and i would be damn extreme happy... DO i sound very bad but i just wouldnt lay this anger down till down. Everytime i think about the thing , i will be so irritated. Anyway who care as he/she is only the minority. Hope everything goes well for this project.

BPO project die liao, until now cannot find a company!! Hey why all the company so unhelpful, cant they help us? Does an interview cause so much time!!! To all, please rememebr to me more helpful towards student as their result might depend on you.

blogging

2005-03-08T23:06:00.000+03:30

a brief summary on what i done for the past few days:

sunday - went to ktv with junming, yonghui, dear and yuqing. Went to the ktv(kbox) at cck as jm, dear and yh went to yh house (at cck) to do project earlier.Meet each other at round 7pm and sang until1 12 plus. Me , dear and yuqing miss our train back to sembawang. We eat at cck coffeeshop. Walk from yew tee to kranji, got lose in between, one kind soul drove us to kranji mrt when we got lose in a series of factory. At the end took cab home haha. Anyway very trilling and exciting ecplore of cck and yewtee haha. But so tired that i just fell asleep the moment i lay on my bed.

Monday - went to school. Attend a guest lecture for IM and some of the memorable things i remember in the lecture.

-that guy earns 300k a year
-he gave hongbao as a reward if you answer his super simply question and also when u ask him questions
-all 4 of his hongbao was given to my class, ask them and one got $20 and one got $8
-he say that study is not applicable to worklife which we all find it true
-he say the most important in doing business is to have connection with the right people

Today - went to school earlier to do e-biz, have our crmp lecture and went home after that. Thats all gotta go and prepare for my hb presentation tomolo.

saturday

2005-03-06T03:04:00.000+03:30

Went to causeway point for dinner with dear just now. After that shop around seeing the cakes picture to see what cake to buy during dear's birthday. AFter that went to 2nd hall, saw haoming and deming so dear play soccer with them and i sit there and wait. After the soccer session we went home.

weekend approaching soon..

2005-03-05T13:04:00.000+03:30

Hippe its weekend again. Just temporary get away with all the projects and homework although i still gotta do some of my project but this mean i need not wake up early for school. he he. Just download alot of song from the internet hehe. Anyway i think i gotta get little sleep next week cause i have three consequetive presentation. Hai, so stress. Anyway when i told jiahui i cant sleep next week, she say that i am more fortunate cause she cant sleep from the week after next till exam haha quite true anyway quite lucky that my crm is next week and i can get over with it. Exam is so soon, and the thought of joining the workforce is so scary, everything changes, it is like another chapter of your life. Guess my school chapter has only the last chapter left and i will definately miss all the memories of studying. Anyway doing a blog of me and hui...hehe

blogging again.

2005-03-04T15:17:00.000+03:30

Just finish IM tutorial. Now in lab slacking haha. Might be doing e-biz anyway aishah they all registering for sats now so might do ebiz later. How i wish i am now at home sleeping haha. Anyway today meet daphne 11. We both were late and we finally meet each other at 11.35pm and guess what Charles & Keith causeway point is down for innvation. What a wasted trip. Went back to school while Daphne went to the bishan branch as she not going for IM. She is also going to suntec city at 3 for her work with adecco... Ok shall shop here. Will blog again at night.

Blogging..

2005-03-04T12:01:00.000+03:30

Just enhance my blogskin, there is a cute clock and a super sweet cursor added to it. Whenever i enhance my blog i will feel so satified haha. Never did any school work cause just wanna let my brain rest after the chaotic rush of exams and prjects. My bro using the com soon which means i couldnt be able to use it...sob sob.
Just send a msg to ling to wish her *h*a*p*p*y* *b*i*r*t*h*d*a*y*!!!
*Goodnight* to all..

At school.

2005-03-03T14:28:00.000+03:30

Now in school attending BPO lesson. Just now have my E-biz test. Lucky is the only thing i can say. Me and jiahui sit side by side and we have two different paper. And we were so lucky that the thing she study come out on that paper and the thing that i study come out on my paper. Wow nothing to say!!! Starting BPO lah...

Blogging again.

2005-03-01T19:10:00.000+03:30

Once again haven been blogging for one month i think. Chinese new year has pass, valentine day has been and i have been to 2 more birthday party.

Today ws suppose to go CRMP lectue but did not attend it as i am too lazy to go school haha. ANyway has been using the com for almost 8 hours, guess my eyesight will be getting worse and worse. Change a new blog today and a new chapter will start. Hope i will be more persistant in my blog. Told jiahui some problem regarding my own friends and she comment on it. Anyway dun wanna think about it cause i cant do anything about it. Just forget it...Hehe

Tired & sian...

2005-02-03T22:55:00.000+03:30

Just feeling so lazy to blog recently. Anyway nothing much happen, had two test today (CRM & E-biz) and i guess it was quite ok but hope that the result would be okay. Finally everything is over, and just left friday and monday and we would be having our new year holidays. Anyway went to gym with kit today, saw yuchang at the gym and he was like shouting my name and asking me whether has he seen the wrong people haha, guess its abit incredible for me to go gym but why not i would want a healthier and better shape body as well. After the gym, went to FJ to eat ban main with kit and went home at round 7pm. Tomorrow meeting her for swimming at YCK at 9am. Guess i gotta go play some games and surf the net now. Good nite to all.

Happy Birthday Alvin!!!

2005-01-30T02:30:00.000+03:30

Today is Alvin's birthday, we were invited to his chalet/bbq at Pasir ris NTUC downtown east. Meet maine and hui at yishun mrt at 3.30pm. After that we proceed to meet yongrong and wenhao at orchard. Heard from yongrong that wenhao and felicia had broken up and hui say that they have broken up for one month due to a clash of characters. I think it is also because felicia too fierce liao. Anyway beside Alvin chalet, there were shifa and zhaocheng chalet there also. Anyway we brought a levis shirt and a nike sports bag for him. Total is $87.50, and each one pay $17.50. Maine receive a sms from ling that she will not be joining us as she has lots of things to do (maybe thats her excuse but who cares anyway). We waited for June to end work at 7pm then took taxi over to Pasir ris. Actually wanna took mrt but wenhao dunno the way there so we decided to took a cab thus he can follow us behind. Wenhao drive jiahui there. When we reach there, we went to Alvin chalet while rong, june and wenhao went to zhaocheng's before joining us after sometime. They had to run here and there. There were abraham, kenghong, weili, benny, guowei, dear, me , rong, june, anting, maine and weili there. SOmething bad happen today, me and dear quarrel as he keep showing attitude. then i was so angry that i walk off of the chalet and went home alone. I walk from the chalet to Pasir ris mrt before heading to take the mrt. Dear sms me and soon we were ok but i was feeling abit sad cause maine was angry with me but eventually everything was okay. SO i meet dear at sbw mrt since he was just a train late from me. We went to the 7-11 at sunplaza and another thing happen. There were a box full of bottle of wine without coverand put at a low place near the microwave. I took the nasi bryani that i brought to heat it up and as it was hot when i take it out i quickly put it at the caron and this cause the slurpee that dear put there to fall on the box and two bottle of wine drop. Actually i wanted to pay for it but the person say its not our fault cause the distributor put it too low and its was their neglection also. WE say lots of sorry to them for helping to clear up the mess but they say its ok. Anyway t he two wine cause round $40. Its was a blessing in disguise anyway. Today can say is a sad there, but i am glad maine and dear is always there for me. I cherish them alot. Anyway if there is a chance my dear and maine see my blog, i want to tell them they are the 2 most important people in my heart follow by my family. Thanks both of you for caring about me!!!Good nite people. HaPpy BiRtHdAy AlViN!!!

Tired day..

2005-01-28T23:54:00.000+03:30

Today was awaken by quarrels from my dad and brother. SO woke up at round 9am. Receive Daphne sms that today's BPO is cancel so happy. WEnt to school for Im before heading to gym. Done lot of running and exercising in the gym, i was sweating all over after the gym and this normally don't occur cause the gym is air-conditioned but i guess it is because of the humid weather. AFter wen to meet mum for dinner at CWP, went to the food court to eat and then proceed to shop for things befor heading to the night market in woodland. After that, we take 962 home. Anyway think i gotta go sleep soon. Arggg...so tired.

In school....

2005-01-27T15:23:00.000+03:30

I am in school now using the lab. Just finish doing BPO project. Anyway the roleplay today is quite okay. Haven been at the lab for 4 hour liao. STill have one more hore to go so tired. Anyway just change my blog and its kinda cute. The blog is for women anyway haha. Shall end here now.

My computer is ready.

2005-01-26T23:43:00.000+03:30

Finally my computer is ready. Just install window Xp, abit lagging now cause i haven but the ram so i guess will buy tomorrow. The recovery of this computer must thank alot of people:

Sylvia - for all the effort to bring the 3 cd for me
Kahwei - ALso help me bring some cd and edit my work
My dear - Keep calling people to ask for help
Guowei - Sorry for always calling you to ask for assistance

Anyway tomolo CRM roleplay and i am the second lucky person after Daphne. Actually quite worried cause the lecturer is Vivian Kok, guess she gonna be the real customer from hell. ANyway help been editing mp3 name until now. I didnt even look on my script. Tomorrow meeting maine, joyce, keline and ling for shopping spree at Causeway way. How i enjoy going out with them unlike going out with that someone. Its just so stressful to go out with her. Shall blog again tomorrow...Byebye